Ebwy, I am sending you and your lil one energy.. I think it would be a great idea for you to set up an alter for your lil one , i feel that it will help calm your stress and give you a plce to go to lay your concerns for him/her on ... I would do it to a mother goddess as well as angels and a crone.. Crones are amazing founts of knowledge, I would invoke crone energy when you get stressed about anything with the baby , she will calm your fears and be ready to give advice... I will be workign on the gree gree for your little one soon ,,, I will continue to send energy your way and may you both be filled with holy light...