I know it! It just breaks my heart because I feel like I'm being a bad "mom" or I should've tried harder! Thank you! I will check BYC for sellers. Ideal will refund your chicks within the first 4 days so I guess I will give them a call tomorrow and also look at Meyer! Thank you again!
Saw this earlier today.
http://oklahomacity.craigslist.org/grd/3800452776.html