Thank you Lurky, I will go to the site as soon as I finish this. I have to admit is was really odd this morning just feeding 3 cats some moist cat food. I hope this doesn't sound bad, but a small smidget of me way down deep found some peace and relief. I think I knew he was suffering and I just couldn't take it. I even prayed to God that he would just take him. He's with my other two cats and my best friend Lady (my 15 year old lab) so he's not alone. Lady loved cats so I'm sure they're having a ball.
Life carries on over here as much as possible. I have to tell you that after my daughter and I buried Saske, the phone rang. It was a gal that I went to high school with. My 20 year class reunion is next summer. I have not spoke to her in over 20 years because she moved to Pheonix between our sophomore and junior year. To say that God works in mysterious ways is an understatement. She had just lost a cat like 3 months ago.
I hope everyone has a great day. I'm going to carry on and continue to love every one of the critters God has enlisted into my care.