I am so sorry. My daughter has one named Spider, and a friend of hers just had puppies and we are getting our 8 year old one. He doesn't know, and I love Spider so much, I am thinking about getting two males, as they are FREE. Breeder said these 7 puppies almost killed the mother and she knows people don't have big bucks right now so she is giving them away to good homes . . .they ARE the best little dogs, other than a Boxer, that we also had and loved. We still tear up over losing Hendrix, he was almost human!! That is the only bad thing about having a pet, losing it. My thoughts and prayers are with you!