I just read something in my friend's AP Psychology book yesterday about this. Even though the doctor never said it, I diagnosed my problem yesterday (going by the book) as panic disorder, which is having often and sometimes unexplained panic attacks and worrying, and also avoiding doing things because of a constant fear of another panic attack occuring.
I've realized this year that my panic attacks are almost gone. My first panic attack was when I was about 10 or 11. I dealt with it before finally going to the doctor. The attacks scared me so bad, and I was afraid to do certain things that I felt would bring on another panic attack. So of course I had panic attacks from fear of having panic attacks
It took me a while, but I made mental notes of what things where going on when the attacks occured. I soon figured out what some of those things were, and I was able to avoid, and face those 'fears'. Then it was a matter of getting rid of those random attacks that seemed to pop up for no reason. Most of the time, the only thing that would happen when I had those, was my left hand would get sort of numb...almost like after your hand recovers from going to sleep. Sometimes it would be the right, or even both, but usually it was my left hand. That scared me for a while because having your left arm go numb does NOT sound healthy.
The doctors told me a lot of people across the world grow into these panic attacks, and just as quickly as they grow into it, they grow out of it. But there's always those few that don't shed the 'condition', and it follows them the rest of their life.
For the past few years my doctor has had me on a low dose of Zoloft. It's worked wonders for me. Helps keep the stress from getting to me and causing me headaches, laziness, and panic attacks. Without it, I feel like crap and I'm more likely to panic.
Anyways, I'm almost 16 now, so like the doctor predicted, I think I'm growing out of my panic disorder. But she does plan to keep me on Zoloft until I finish college, since that's a really stressful time (plus I'm scared to go off on my own to a college 3 hours away
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Just know you aren't alone and you CAN overcome this. It just takes some time and will power. You gotta look it in the face and yell "YOU AREN'T THE BOSS OF ME!"