They'd be cute babies! But I'm getting so tired of how complicated it's gotten with both birds. If they were just happy together and wanted to be left alone, I'd be sad but I'd deal with it, but now she's being downright nasty to poor Rowan. And in a couple days or tomorrow or in an hour, she'll probably be nice to him and attack me again. Sometimes she preens me very gently for a bit and then changes instantly to attack mode. Now she's doing that to Rowan. She preens him for a second and then wing boxes him and bites him in the face! The good days where she's nice to both of us are few and far between the last few weeks. I think it's really an issue in her little bird bird brain that she knows she's supposed to have one mate but can't decide which of us to accept. And most of the time she only allows one or the other to be around her.
Rowan is another pigeon and they clearly can communicate better than her and I, but at the same time he's proven that he's pretty shy, very quiet, not that great at anything regarding nesting so far... even when he tries to feed her I think because her beak is so small, she never actually gets any food... and Olive was alone for long enough from a young enough age that she formed a strong attachment to people that probably altered what she finds attractive in a mate. My being a person means that, in comparison to Rowan, she probably perceives me as much stronger and more capable of defending her and her babies than him, and being aggressive and strong is a very sexy thing to pigeons it seems with how their mates normally drive them so fiercely in courtship. And Rowan just doesn't do that or show he is a good protector/provider at all. I thought Olive just didn't mind but maybe she does now that the eggs are here.
I'll tell you what, I didn't expect the dynamic to be this messy and I do miss when she was a carefree little companion bird. I no longer can tell what situation she was happier in, but today she just seems stressed..