Post Your Crushes Thread 3.0

[ForeverSunshine]

Thanks so, so, so much for the encouragement guys, but I don't have his e-mail.......Twitter is my only way to reach him, and that's a bit too public for a conversation. And he's part of the biggest boy band in the world. I suppose if God wants us to be together-which I hope from the bottom of my heart He does- we will be. I'm too young to date, but if he was willing to wait....

 

[ForeverSunshine]

Oh my gosh. I just found a fan-mail e-mail address. Do you guys really think I should? I mean, I'm not sure how personal it'd be..

 

[highpointfarm]

yeah do it

 

[TechnoCat]

Do it.

 

[ForeverSunshine]

God, this is gonna take a lot of courage........I suppose I'll write him tomorrow morning. I'll have time to write out what I'll say, and in the morning I should have my dad's computer to myself without my little sister reading over my shoulder. If this works, ya'll get all of the credit. I would have never even looked for an e-mail address had you guys not said anything.

I'll let you guys know how it goes.

 

[Baby Chick]

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[TechnoCat]

God, this is gonna take a lot of courage........I suppose I'll write him tomorrow morning. I'll have time to write out what I'll say, and in the morning I should have my dad's computer to myself without my little sister reading over my shoulder. If this works, ya'll get all of the credit. I would have never even looked for an e-mail address had you guys not said anything.

I'll let you guys know how it goes.

I'll pray for ya!!!

 

[ForeverSunshine]

I'll pray for ya!!!

Thank you!

 

[ForeverSunshine]

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What?

 

[ForeverSunshine]

I sent it. It might have sounded a bit too sappy, but I re-wrote it five times, so I figured it was as good as it's gonna get. I sent it not expecting a reply (or at least telling myself that I'm not) so that I'm not upset should he not even read it. I pretty much just told him how awesome and talented I think he is. I probably could have done a lot better, but I was scared I wouldn't get another good chance, and again, I figured it wouldn't get much better. If he'll reply, I'm certain that I can spark up a conversation. That is, if he has the time to answer again.

All this time, my head was telling me it was useless to try, and reason almost kicked in, but the butterflies in my belly and the pull on my heart told me to do it. I'm a very affectionate person, but saying stuff really deep to someone I don't actually know is hard for me. I don't want to start sounding too........... I dunno the word, perfect? But maybe, just maybe, God is trying to tell me something. All I know is that I've never, ever felt that way about anyone, especially someone I've never even met, even more especially a celebrity. It's all new to me. Even the guy that I had been crushing on for a little over a year never gave me butterflies by just the thought of him. (BTW, I decided to stop crushing on that one guy. I have spent over a year of my time wishing, hoping that he'd notice me, and he didn't show a single sign. Over that time, he has liked 3 different girls, and is still liking one now. I suppose I just told myself that it wasn't worth it to continually get hurt and feel so rejected.) Since my very first crush, I have been asking and asking why in the world do crushes have to come at the age where you can't make a move even if you wanted to. And neither could they. I'm still too young to date. I won't be at that age for a little while. Not too long, but still enough time to wish I was older.)

Anyways, thank you guys! You'll be the first to know (besides me, of course) if he replies!