The anxiety is so bad. I feel it all the time. I’m always worried she won’t believe in God and I’ll have to leave her. Or that we won’t make it through the school year. There’s always something eating away at me.
I'm grateful that God is merciful, and a peace maker. Because I need mercy, and the world needs peace. He often let's me know, that ..not.. being perfect, is ok. Although, What I strive to be, is important. I am trying my..own.. hardest, if you will, to be a better person. I need to remind myself, that I can't be perfect here. Just a thought here, I've been putting myself down lately. I know this isnt neccessary.. or good to do. I am thinking I need to do some service .. outside my family. Service is the best in bringing peace to the soul. Knowing you've helped God through that service.