Nooo it’s okay!! I didn’t mean to upset you or be mean at all I am realizing it may have come across that way.It is clear I am, and solely I am, not getting the point. But I try.
Maybe I am just not good in it.
Maybe I am autistic after all.
My brain is just so stupid and I do not get it!
You are not stupid!!
The language barrier is probably hard too I am sure. And I think you are taking it in a more literal way.
But you are not stupid!