TropicalChickies
Crowing
I know, it's so hard on the heart. $400, man, that's expensive. It's only $25 here, but that's just for the injection. So we had to drive an hour back home with poor dead Suki in the backseat to bury her. We have five other dogs, including Suki's brother and sister and her mama Coco. Coco somehow knew Suki was dead, she just turned away. Her siblings Dolly and Georgie kept trying to get inside the truck to find Suki. So I ran down to the house to get some shovels and some food to distract Dolly and Georgie while my partner Juan and I dug the hole. All while trying to keep from sobbing. Juan got inside the hole to give her a final hug. It was so hard.I usually wait too long for dogs going to the vet to be put down. A a kid we shot the dogs and horses instead of the vet. The first dog I took to the vet as an adult I had to carry him in a sling and harness since he could no longer walk. He was 190lbs and the tech helped when I got him to the door. I just couldn't shoot him and I thought it would be easier on me. It wasn't , I was a blubbery hot mess, I waited 10 years until my next dog. Again I waited too long and had to get help getting him in. He was only 120lbs. I was a hot mess again.
BTW it was $350 and $400 for the vet to dispatch and cremate. I can understand why parents dispatched for the price of a bullet. We raised, showed and shipped champion St Bernards in the 60s and early 70s. Ever time I try to dig in an out of the way spot, I find its occupied. 4 generations of my family burring cow, horses and pets.
Until I moved here seven years ago, I was a city person. Which is hard in different ways, the noise, the constant hustle. But realize how convenience is built into that life now, if you can pay for it.
I've buried six chickens in the orchard on the edge of the forest. I plant something there now each time to mark the spot. In honor of the deceased, but also so I don't dig there...
Butchie chilling with the dog pack