The Hidden Door-A Role Play (AKA The Most Dangerous Coffee Shop II)

"I think, everyone deals with loss in their own way. It's hard to admit, or to even know how you feel sometimes." His eyebrows knit together as he tried to put his thoughts into words. "Sad can come out as angry, and loneliness as indifference. Maybe she pushes you away, because she's afraid to feel better. Because, if she felt better it would mean she didn't care as much as she should."
Hana listened closely to Kipps words, taking them into account for her mother’s apathetic behavior. It must’ve been hard for her then when she first heard of his passing... and even now she must still be dealing with grief in her own way. “I understand..” she murmured, “I never really understood her anyways, she has always been so negative.” She gave him a glance, realizing he wouldn’t understand that word, “Negative, really standoffish too. Not the type of mother you would want, really.”
 
Nothing more than a meek little bundle beside the dead fireplace, Colby slept on, but his poor ignored nose was working overtime anyway to inhale the pancakes he'd never get to consume.

Nat peeled her sorry self up off the floor and inhaled deeply. The resulting sound was not unlike something emitted from a happy hog. "Pancakes," she affirmed dreamily. "And good ones at that. At least, I don't smell any char." After she stumbled to her feet, she passed a heavily-lidded look from Lilith to Maya before turning toward the door. "I have this feeling that it's gonna be one huge reoccurring case of early bird gets fed in this society."
 
Hana listened closely to Kipps words, taking them into account for her mother’s apathetic behavior. It must’ve been hard for her then when she first heard of his passing... and even now she must still be dealing with grief in her own way. “I understand..” she murmured, “I never really understood her anyways, she has always been so negative.” She gave him a glance, realizing he wouldn’t understand that word, “Negative, really standoffish too. Not the type of mother you would want, really.”

Kipp slowly folded his wing back in place, trying to keep his expression neutral at her statement. It'd been over a year since he'd seen his mom, and he'd give anything to see her again, or even talk to her.
"Don't say that." he said quietly, looking down at his fingers that were suddenly fidgeting in his lap.
 
Ciro had to smile at the grass that clung to Aella's mass of hair, but, though he was admittedly tempted, he restrained himself from picking the more stubborn ones out for her. "At the very least, we've got her blindness in our favor." He squinted suspiciously down at Taquikkar. "If you could even call it that. I swear, she still sees far better than the majority of us." He got onto his knees and slid the rest of the way down to Ta's level on the lush grass, earning an unenthusiastic whuff from her for his efforts. He decided it was entirely in his right to retaliate in similar snark, and did just that by launching a fistful of grass into her unrepentant face. "You're going to be good until I can figure something out, right, chica?"
"She's got her other super senses in her favor, that's for sure." Aella responded, watching people file out of the house one by one, including many loud children. Thankfully they steered clear of them. She unceremoniously dropped herself back down beside Ta, grinning at the banter between Ciro and the wolf. "I'll keep an eye on her," she ruffled the fur between Taquikkar's ears, scattering the stray blades of grass that clung to her fur. "She'll be just fine. Right, Ta?" Even though she asked it like she expected an answer, she clearly got none, but was none the less enthusiastic.
 
Kipp slowly folded his wing back in place, trying to keep his expression neutral at her statement. It'd been over a year since he'd seen his mom, and he'd give anything to see her again, or even talk to her.
"Don't say that." he said quietly, looking down at his fingers that were suddenly fidgeting in his lap.
“Sorry?” Hana asked, raising a brow at him. She searched his expressionless face, clearly what she had said troubled him. Is he close with his mother?
 
“Sorry?” Hana asked, raising a brow at him. She searched his expressionless face, clearly what she had said troubled him. Is he close with his mother?
Kipp took an apprehensive breath looking up at Hana with a pained tightness pulling at his eyes.
"Any mom, is better than none." He paused reconsidering and changing, what he'd say next, not wanting to make her more sad than she already was."F-family is like that." The words were empty and dismissive, not making the point that he felt had to be made.

He knew that what he had to say would hurt her, but he couldn't not say it either. She was wrong, and he couldn't leave it like that. "You shouldn't say things you'll regret. You don't know if she'll be there tomorrow."
 
Kipp took an apprehensive breath looking up at Hana with a pained tightness pulling at his eyes.
"Any mom, is better than none." He paused reconsidering and changing, what he'd say next, not wanting to make her more sad than she already was."F-family is like that." The words were empty and dismissive, not making the point that he felt had to be made.

He knew that what he had to say would hurt her, but he couldn't not say it either. She was wrong, and he couldn't leave it like that. "You shouldn't say things you'll regret. You don't know if she'll be there tomorrow."
Hana brought her knees up to her chest, hugging them firmly, “When she burned my face, all I would do was wish ill on her. For her to feel the suffering I went through, but I learned that wouldn’t benefit me at all. I eventually forgave her, but it took years.” Her gaze drifted off to the far side of the room, “I’m simply human, and if I regret what I’ve said, I’ll regret them. If I don’t.. I don’t.” she whispered harshly. She began thinking, if the words she said to her mother would be her last, what did she say to her grandfather? “...I don’t even know what my last words were to my grandfather.” Now those words were ones she was willing to regret if they had been repulsive.
 
Hana brought her knees up to her chest, hugging them firmly, “When she burned my face, all I would do was wish ill on her. For her to feel the suffering I went through, but I learned that wouldn’t benefit me at all. I eventually forgave her, but it took years.” Her gaze drifted off to the far side of the room, “I’m simply human, and if I regret what I’ve said, I’ll regret them. If I don’t.. I don’t.” she whispered harshly. She began thinking, if the words she said to her mother would be her last, what did she say to her grandfather? “...I don’t even know what my last words were to my grandfather.” Now those words were ones she was willing to regret if they had been repulsive.
Kipp sighed, he hadn't known that the scar on her face was caused by her mom. "I'm sorry I'm not really helping...." He said reminding himself that he was supposed to be making her feel better. "I didn't mean that exactly. People say and do all sorts of things that they meant in the moment, and that's fine. It's just, do you think you're really being honest with yourself?" He shook his head knowing he wasn't finding the right words. "As much as I hate my dad for the things he's done, he's the only dad I have. If he were gone, I'd still feel like a part of me was missing. I don't know if that makes sense."
 
Kipp sighed, he hadn't known that the scar on her face was caused by her mom. "I'm sorry I'm not really helping...." He said reminding himself that he was supposed to be making her feel better. "I didn't mean that exactly. People say and do all sorts of things that they meant in the moment, and that's fine. It's just, do you think you're really being honest with yourself?" He shook his head knowing he wasn't finding the right words. "As much as I hate my dad for the things he's done, he's the only dad I have. If he were gone, I'd still feel like a part of me was missing. I don't know if that makes sense."
"Anyway, maybe that's just how I see it. Everyone can have their own opinion, right?" He said smiling at her as he shoved himself off the bed. He wasn't sure she wanted him to leave, but he figured he'd done enough to make her feel worse. "I've gotta go figure out how to work Kevin's shower."
 
Kipp sighed, he hadn't known that the scar on her face was caused by her mom. "I'm sorry I'm not really helping...." He said reminding himself that he was supposed to be making her feel better. "I didn't mean that exactly. People say and do all sorts of things that they meant in the moment, and that's fine. It's just, do you think you're really being honest with yourself?" He shook his head knowing he wasn't finding the right words. "As much as I hate my dad for the things he's done, he's the only dad I have. If he were gone, I'd still feel like a part of me was missing. I don't know if that makes sense."
"Anyway, maybe that's just how I see it. Everyone can have their own opinion, right?" He said smiling at her as he shoved himself off the bed. He wasn't sure she wanted him to leave, but he figured he'd done enough to make her feel worse. "I've gotta go figure out how to work Kevin's shower."
Hana shook her head, “No no, you’re trying your best. We’ve all experienced different things with family members.. so it’s hard to comfort someone who may have been through some difficult situations.” She felt Kipps weight lift from the bed and focused her gaze on him, a warm smile appearing on her lips, “Listen, I really appreciate you talking to me Kipp, I don’t think I would’ve been so great if I was left alone.” She quit hugging her knees and extended her legs out, tilting her head with wonder. “Hey, while you’re in there.. do you think you can find me a pair of scissors? I’ve been wanting to cut my hair.” She observed his messy, disheveled hair that was obviously begging to be cut and tamed. “I can.. cut your hair too if you like? It wouldn’t be too hard.”
 

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