Thanks you guys for all the positive thoughts, prayers and PMs.
Cinny- you are so right- nobody can fix anything and I'm not expecting a magical fix everything answer. I just needed the opportunity to talk to someone. You guys are the best "someones"
Anne- good to hear from you. Miss you. How is you Dad? Looking for a buff roo btw.
Donna- thanks. I just don't want to whine so I have been bottling things up. I finally reached the point I had to say something. Did you candle those eggs yet?
Becky- really appreciated the PM. The big ears and shoulders pictured in my head made me laugh out loud. I really needed that.
New2chicks- send me a list of titles. I love books more than you know.
If I didn't specifically mention you above, the omission is not meant to be rude, I really appreciate all of you.
To all the new folks, I am not normally a whiner.
On a good note, I do have sebastopol goslings and black east Indies ducklings running amuck in the yard with my displaced silkies. I may have to steal the "hoopty coop". HAHA