Oh
@perchie.girl , I am so sorry that you are going through that. I can empathize with you. I love my physical therapist. She has such a caring way about her plus she suffers from a back that is so bad that she has had numerous fusings that has left her back virtually ridged so she knows what pain is all about.
My first couple of visits had me teary eyed also out of pain and frustration. She kept working with me though and reassuring me that I could see it through and I did....and so can you.
The doctor is talking about sending me back to her as soon as the Covid thing stabilizes here and I will gladly go back.
Have faith in them, and most of all have faith in yourself. You have come so far and you are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for being!
Now consider yourself hugged!