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I just cant get over the fact that I will never hold her again.  Thats what is hurting the most.  I keep coming back because your condolences are giving me comfort.  She was the whoke reason I joined because she was attacked by a hawk and I thought we would lose her when she was so young.  I keep telling myself that there is nothing more I could have done.  She had been only acting ill for 2 days.  I told her last night I would take her to the vet if she wasnt better...and then...she was gone.  I know that there is nothing the vet could have done but I keep saying what if
	
		
			
		
		
	
				
			
	
    I just had two girls go missing today.  Not knowing... it just burns.  I don't know what to do... we looked until after dark.... nothing 