All I can say is, it does get easier. Eventually. But hey, don't take my advice too seriously because, well.... I fall off the wagon sometimes. Not nearly as often as I did when I first stopoed smoking, but still happens occasionally.I understand. That was one reason yesterday was so hard. My mom smokes..I saw my mom yesterday.
A friend stopped by for a visit which was nice... But she smokes.
Aaand to top it off the dh made it home from work a day earlier than expected... Which was nice butat the same time.
I had not mentally prepared myself to be around all the smoking people in one day.
No really it is not ok.
I get an ear ache whenever I cry.