We Quit Cigarettes

I understand. That was one reason yesterday was so hard. My mom smokes..I saw my mom yesterday.
A friend stopped by for a visit which was nice... But she smokes.
Aaand to top it off the dh made it home from work a day earlier than expected... Which was nice but :barnie:barnieat the same time.
I had not mentally prepared myself to be around all the smoking people in one day.

No really it is not ok.
I get an ear ache whenever I cry.
All I can say is, it does get easier. Eventually. But hey, don't take my advice too seriously because, well.... I fall off the wagon sometimes. Not nearly as often as I did when I first stopoed smoking, but still happens occasionally.
 
I also had a bunch of work stuff I had to get done yesterday. Training videos with a quiz at the end of each one. Most of it had nothing to even do with my job. It's so hard to concentrate and listen when you don't care about the topic. I wanted to smoke so bad!
I kept failing the quizzes. That was making me Super angry. I never fail work quizzes! 😂😝😂
It took hours upon hours.
Finally at 9pm when I wanted to cry...I just turned it off and decided to go for a walk.
I just took off. Left the lights on and door open to the house I was only gonna be gone 10 minutes maybe.
Would you believe my luck...during that short time I was gone was when the dh got home.
He was just a tad freaked out to walk in to an abandoned house with no idea where I was. Rofl.
I guess I shouldn't have kept telling him I might run away while he was gone. I think he thunk I really did. :lau
 
I understand. That was one reason yesterday was so hard. My mom smokes..I saw my mom yesterday.
A friend stopped by for a visit which was nice... But she smokes.
Aaand to top it off the dh made it home from work a day earlier than expected... Which was nice but :barnie:barnieat the same time.
I had not mentally prepared myself to be around all the smoking people in one day.

No really it is not ok.
I get an ear ache whenever I cry.
May I suggest peeing in your pants instead of crying then?
 
I also had a bunch of work stuff I had to get done yesterday. Training videos with a quiz at the end of each one. Most of it had nothing to even do with my job. It's so hard to concentrate and listen when you don't care about the topic. I wanted to smoke so bad!
I kept failing the quizzes. That was making me Super angry. I never fail work quizzes! 😂😝😂
It took hours upon hours.
Finally at 9pm when I wanted to cry...I just turned it off and decided to go for a walk.
I just took off. Left the lights on and door open to the house I was only gonna be gone 10 minutes maybe.
Would you believe my luck...during that short time I was gone was when the dh got home.
He was just a tad freaked out to walk in to an abandoned house with no idea where I was. Rofl.
I guess I shouldn't have kept telling him I might run away while he was gone. I think he thunk I really did. :lau
Oh Shaw you should have told me...I would have logged in and taken all the quizzes for you.
 
So unrelated to current conversation:

My final grades for Spring semester are in. 3.75 semester GPA. My only B was in the wildland/range ecology class. A in environmental horticulture, agriculture economics, and livestock feeding and nutrition.
I registered for Fall, but classes will be "primarily online" according to the school and I am not sure what all to take, or wait till later to do. Still shuffling classes around to figure out something that'll work.
 

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