I had JUST been released from the hospital after having a Total Thyroidectomy with complications from the anesthesia. I had an incision all the way across my throat covered with only a bandage and was very weak and in pain and in a bathrobe recuperating on the couch. At the time I lived near an Air Force Base and the local news was warning of it being a possible target, because at the time the attacks were still in progress and no one knew what might be next. I remember feeling very helpless and scared because I was in such a compromised physical state and they were talking about possibly evacuating the area. My then husband was working out of state, so I was alone, making it even scarier because I was practically helpless at the time, not even able to drive. I watched TV stunned, horrified, crying. The fear for my own safety was quickly replaced by the horror of seeing those people jumping out of the towers. That's all I can type, it's too emotional.