I will be okay 

 very nice thought though.
Silver lining is that this whole fiasco spurred me to continue looking for my breeders and I have actually found a master breeder and a line of birds that I absolutely adore and should be getting a few of them in the fall. If I can figure out a way to get birds from Alabama to TN without it costing an arm and leg, I could actually get some from her line from another breeder that is working with her birds now but I'm not sure I want to drive that far 

 we will see. Maybe I will take the trip? 6hrs round trip....
The dreams postponed but not given up 
