I never thought this would happen to me. If I had it my way it would'nt of happend. I might as well say it I feel for my best friend but she is'nt ready/doesn't want to date me becasue she is worried about our friendship. Oh well I guess I'll just have to wait it out or hope soemthing happens. I wish I could change the way I felt for her but I just can't. The way i feel for her has made me start written songs maybe some good will come out of all this hurt and pain. Thanks for reading my weak post. Sorry about this but I just needed to say it somewhere.