~Red-hot rage enveloped the normally placid Ashstripe and she exploded inwardly as her watering eyes took in the scene Ashstripe had never wished to see: a failure at healing a cat. I'm so sorry, Lilypaw! I could've saved you! she keened in a vague attempt to make contact with the brand-New StarClan apprentice. Ashstripe shuddered with igniting rage at the very thought of the Clan of dead cats who stole away innocent cats!!!! StarClan!!!!!!!!! SHE HAD A WHOLE FUTURE AHEAD OF HER!!!!!! She stared helplessly at Crowpaw. THEY had A WHOLE FUTURE AHEAD OF THEM!
Ashstripe abruptly glanced at Nettlepaw, who was holding her paw at an awkward angle. "Nettlepaw, are you hurt?" Ashstripe hoarsely demanded.~
"Yes"Nettlepaw sobbed,"in here,"she put her paw to her chest, her eyes wet with tears.
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The gray starry pelt came from Lilypaw,"It's ok, Ashstripe."She murmured before fadeing away.
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Crowpaw could barley breath.He felt chocked with rage and anger and hurt pain and loss
WHY DID I KILL THAT MOUSE?!?WHY?!ITS MY FALT OUR DEAD!ITS MINE, IM THE ONE TO BLAME! her words from just last night swirled in his head."Thank you, Crowpaw!"she had meowed, delight and purring at him.