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Crowpaw lashed his tail as he curled up.He felt as if he couldn't breath."Im sorry Lilypaw,"He murmured, staring at her hole.His eyes welled with tears again.
~Ashstripe gave a respectful dip of her head to Willowstar and went to console a grieving Nettlepaw. She found her apprentice, shivering with raw grief, in their den.~
Nettlepaw was crouched, licking her twisted ankle and heard Ashstripe."We're did Crowpaw go?I saw him go to bury Lilypaw, but that was a while ago."
~Ashstripe gave a dubious and diffident shrug. "He may just want to grieve silently," she whispered and silently handed over some daisy leaf pulp for Nettlepaw's paw. "When Fernspot died, I didn't return to camp for a whole moon. I slept by her grave and refused to eat."~
Nettlepaw dubbed the pulp on her paw,"I don't know what I would do if I lost Rabbitpsw," she meowed.
~
Crowpaw curled up again on Lilypaws grave.
~Ashstripe's eyes teared up and then she forced them down before Nettlepaw could see. "I was really close to my mother," she murmured, preparing a bundle of lavender and sage to comfort Crowpaw when he returned. She turned to Nettlepaw and gave her a grateful half-smile. "Thanks for taking all of demanding orders before, Nettlepaw. Your quick actions really eased Lilypaw's pain before she left us."
If MY actions had been quicker, Lilypaw could still be HERE!!!~
Nettlepaw shrugged,"She died cause I didn't get the Yarrow,"she meowed quietly.
~
Crowpaw sulked.He put his muzzle to the dirt above Lilypaw,"I promise ill be back, I swear by all thing sacred,"He meowed softly.
Expect for you, StarClan.Why Dnt we just call you DeathClan or EvilClan?Cause that's all you are He thought scornfully.He got up, and started walking, his head over his shoulder watching Lilypaws grave, wanting her to just have been uncontious and she was just really cold.He longed for the dirt to move and the pretty gray she cat would emerged covered in dirt, her Lilypad green eyes shining.He sighed, tears formed in his eyes as his tail dragged.
No, your not leaving He turned around and raced for the grave, curling up on top of the chilly dirt as the sun was starting to set.[/quote]
~Hawkclaw paced the edge or camp anciously, inhaling the incoming breeze.
No scent nor sign of Crowpaw, he fretted and plodded off to go ask Ashstripe if he should be concerned about his apprentice's failure to return.~
~"Nettlepaw," Ashstripe hissed, looking her apprentice straight in the eyes. "It will
never be your fault! Not this nor anything else!"~[/quote]
As the sun set and moon started to rise, Crowpaw was still curled around the grave.He wasn't leaving,
EVERc
~
Nettlepaw stared at her.She got up and stared at her mentor,"It
IS my falt, Ashstripe,"She hissed,"I slipped and fell and failed.I
LET Lilypaw
DIE, I
FAILED,"she snarled."Maybe I'm not cut to be a Medicine Cat"She hissed before plodding of
But if I'm not a Medicine Cat, nor a Warrior, then what am I?.[/quote]
~Ashstripe nearly screamed at herself.
That was the worst thing I could've said! She longed to race after Nettlepaw and confront her. But that would be pointless. Nettlepaw was grieving in her own way and she needed to be left alone.
And what about YOU?!?! What if YOU'RE not cut out to be a mentor?!?~
~Hawkclaw ducked into the medicine cave and waited for Ashstripe to notice him. Her face was turned away from him, but her tail was lashing in fury and she seemed to be silently arguing with herself. "Helloooooo?' he finally mewed, coming up beside her.~[/quote]
~Ashstripe jumped and spun to face Hawkclaw, brutally torn from her thoughts. "S-sorry," she stuttered, licking her tail to hide her anxiety. "What's up?"~[/quote]
~Hawkclaw took one look at her puffy eyes and splotched face and fliched. His cru-
YOUR FRIEND, MOUSEBRAIN!- had obviously been crying and he longed to comfort her. But his own worries were too overpowering... "Ashstripe, Crowpaw's been gone for almost a whole day. (Anybody know what time it is in WaterfallClan? XD) Should I go look for him?"~[/quote]
(I said the sun was setting so dusk LOL and morning in CloudLcna LOL)
Nettlepaw stared at him from the tree,"Sure,"she growled,"Maybe he's already dead cause I can't even heal Posining,"she muttered to herself.[/quote]
~Ashstripe glanced at him dumbly for a moment, his image blurring in front of her eyes. She shook her head to clear it and met his troubled gaze. "Hawkclaw," she murmured. "It's getting dark. if you're worried about him, you'd best go now. But be prepared for a backlash and protest!" she warned quietly.~[/quote]
~Hawkclaw dipped his head to her, spun on his heels, and lunged into an immediate thrumming sprint. The setting sun was already casting sneaking shadows across the ground; he had no time to waste. He abruptly stopped and sniffed the air.
He went that way, Hawkclaw noted and changed his course to the left and cleared a stream in a single impressive leap.~[/quote]
Crowpaw jerked his head up as he saw his shadow and sniffed the air,"Hawkclaw?"His voice sounded horse, chocked with grief.He hid the turned dirt, since this place wasn't the Gaveyard, he knew he Proboly would get in trouble.[/quote]
~Hawkclaw used the shadows as a cover and came up directly beside his distressed apprentice. "Crowpaw," he murmured, letting his long tail rest on his black's apprentice's back. He immediately noticed the upturned dirt and said nothing.~[/quote]
Crowpaws eyes welled with tears again as he dug his head into Hawkclaws chest,"I don't know what to do, Hawkclaw,"He wailed softly.[/quote]
~
Neither do I, Crowpaw. Neither do I. Hawkclaw remained silent and just let his apprentice sob into his thick chest fur. Hawkclaw heaved an anguished sigh of his own at the sight of tough Crowpaw in tears and a few of his own fell down his dark tabby pelt.~[/quote]
Crowpaw stood up, shaking some of the dirt of."Hawkclaw,"he said softly."I know I must be in trouble,"he meowed,"I Buried Lilypaw here, this was her Faveroite tree and spot, right next to the lake."[/quote]
~"I know, Crowpaw. She used to take such delight in racing up here every dawn to watch the sun rise." Hawkclaw brushed his tail along Crowpaw's sodden cheeks, trying simultaneously- vainly- to wipe away some of both their heartache. "There's no reason to tell, is there?" he murmured. "And even if Willowstar finds out- I know she'll understand."~[/quote]
Crowpaw nodded, He looked to the side and then back at Hawkclaw,"I miss her so much,"
(So emotionle!LOL IM GONNA CRY)[/quote]
(So am I!!!!!!)
~Hawkclaw shared a deep look with his apprentice. "Crowpaw, tell you what. If you want to stay here tonight, I'll sleep out here as well- in a tree or something," he murmured finally.~
[/quote]
(LOL Between Hazelpaw and Nightflower, Ravenkit and Canopykit, Crowpaw and Hawkclaw.LOL)
Crowpaw smiled sadly,"Thank you, Hawkclaw,"He maniged to choke out as he sat down again.He laid down, Staring at Lilypaws grave.He longed for her just to be uncontious again, to see her burst it of the dirt yowling at him.But it wouldn't ever happen, Lilypaw wasn't ever coming back.