The thing is though, I ordered those ones at like 2am so it really was an impulsive thing and I don’t know that a job would help that. Although I guess maybe it would because I wouldn’t be able to stay up till 2am
or 4 anymore.
I think what I really need is a schedule/structure and to start sleeping at a reasonable hour and eating better. I was doing better with all of it for a little bit and felt great but now I’ve gone right back to not sleeping (because lately I also keep waking up earlier and unable to fall back asleep so get barely any when I go to bed so late) and eating like crap and definitely feel it. My mood, energy levels, especially mental health has been drastically affected too.
And only 10 minutes!?

that’s so little time!
Hopefully I’d have more than that but probably good if I didn’t I guess hah
And that’s very sweet but the novels everyone definitely wouldn’t
And I guess so but I wouldn’t be able to have chickens or anything so the only thing I could have is
maybe the cat or a dog and the fish.
Although I may get a caged animal if I did that hah
I really should have had one a lot sooner.
But I think it’ll probably be easier and/or more fun than I am imagining.