Yeah, I did kind kind of think of that, I realized I kind of make myself sound like that/that way or sound way worse in my own posts and most or all of what you guys know about me comes from my own posts so I guess you do have point there. And I mean, yeah, in a way there’s some stuff I don’t put effort towards, like I haven’t really tried to change my diet, sleeping habits, or most especially the PHONE thing, but then other stuff I put a lot of effort into. Often wayyyy more effort than necessary and/or way overthink it too. So idk. It varies I guess. But the most important stuff I definitely haven’t really tried to. Need to work on that. I say that all the time but I actually need to/am going to this time. I mean, I’ve already made tons of progress with the diet part. I still occasionally eat sweets, like last night I had a couple of those cookies and a tiny bit of milk
but I’ve stuck with the fruits and vegetables and healthy meats/healthy eating thing otherwise. Which so far is longer than I’ve ever stuck with it. I’m still not perfect or 100% there but I’m working on it and way better than I was before. I even threw away the rest of the Nutella and Fluff today. In the trash. Still need to work on the time thing cause I was late again this morning but next week I’m going to aim to be 100% on time or even early. Granted, they don’t really care because I stay for a full 2 hours or more anyway no matter what time I get there (if I get there late, I stay late) and really tire them out and they’re family but still. No reason to be late when I start so late and they live down the street. But I definitely have a lot to work on and improve. And fast. I mean the year is already almost half over.
