It was many years ago that I went through what you might call a "phase" in my life where I was heavily searching for answers through astrology, numerology, and various other studies which many refer to as "black arts". Back then I was questioning everything I had ever been taught about spirituality. All the research I did (I later determined) basically taught me to look inside myself for the answers.
I have gotten away from a lot of it but my nephew picked up where I left off and those topics are still discussed between us very often. He is so much better researched than I was I now turn to him for advice.
His initial urge was to start his own business but as he continued to grow he determined that taking that course of action would prove counterproductive. He now only offers advice and counsel to close friends and family and the occasional curious colleague. Jan Spillers book "Astrology for the soul" was key in helping him come to that conclusion. I hope it will help you in finding your path as well. Good luck
I have gotten away from a lot of it but my nephew picked up where I left off and those topics are still discussed between us very often. He is so much better researched than I was I now turn to him for advice.
His initial urge was to start his own business but as he continued to grow he determined that taking that course of action would prove counterproductive. He now only offers advice and counsel to close friends and family and the occasional curious colleague. Jan Spillers book "Astrology for the soul" was key in helping him come to that conclusion. I hope it will help you in finding your path as well. Good luck