As I headed to finish my second duty I had set for myself, my mind felt much more at ease. Camaryn was safe. At least, safer than she would have been before. Immediately after the lights had turned on, she had figured out how to morph into some sort of animal. Probably an insect of sorts. She had been the first to reach the door.
Knowing that she knew how to protect herself like that comforted me. I wasn’t sure why I cared, though. I barely even knew this girl, yet I was constantly focused on keeping her safe. I shrugged to myself. That couldn’t be a bad thing, could it?
I reached the body. In my hands, I held a white sheet from the supplies that had been found. I laid it carefully on the ground, and tried to figure out how to move her. I wasn’t completely comfortable with touching a dead body, but… She deserved respect. This girl, whoever she was, deserved more than a death like this. So, I got on my knees, preparing myself.
Grasping her ankles, I awkwardly dragged her halfway onto the sheet.
I froze, feeling a familiar burning in the base of my neck. It was like water, so hot that it was cold, was being poured right down my back.
I let go of the corpse.
The sensation stopped.
I blinked. What had that been? It… felt like…
The girl in the white room. When I had seen the girl, writhing in the throes of whatever poison was put on those darts, I had felt the same cold sensation. Maybe it had something to do with the darts… I gasped. Was I getting poisoned by skin contact? I yelped, falling backwards and scrambling away from the body.
I stared at her, wondering what I should do. I stood, walking in a circle around the body and analyzing my options. I could grab the part of her legs that was covered by the soft leggings. Or, I could pull her by her hai-- No, goodness no.
“Can I help?”
I leaped about three feet into the air, my heart thudding in my chest. You'd have thought that I wouldn’t be jumpy anymore after the day's previous events, but nooooo. I swung around to face the speaker, my fists ready punch, my feet ready to kick, and my head ready to butt.
It was just Mike, standing there now with his muscle shirt on. Nina must have given the boys their tops back. He wasn’t phased at all by my position, or at least he didn’t show it. He just raised an eyebrow.
“I...I was thinking of giving her a burial… of sorts.” I said hesitantly, taking a deep breath to calm my nerves.
He just nodded, going to her feet and grabbing her ankles.
“Wait, don’t do th--!” I cut myself off as he stared at me.
“Grab her arms,” he said.
I paused. “You don’t… feel anything weird?”
“No… Should I?” Mike asked, eyebrows knitting together in a perplexed expression.
I swallowed nervously. “No, sorry, I was thinking of.... Um, something else.”
I gingerly touched her hand.
Nothing.
“Just grab it,” he snapped, making me start a little on the inside. The words themselves were soft, but the intensity in which he spoke them scared me. I glanced at him reproachfully. Then, after mustering up some courage, I grabbed her wrists.
Nothing.
Hm, maybe it had just been the legs. Then why hadn’t he felt anything?
I shuddered as we set her down in the middle of the sheet, her dark, curly hair contrasting with the white fabric. Whatever those people did to me was not okay.
Flicking his thumb towards the door leading to the open hole, he gathered up the sheet in his other hand. “Over there.”
I nodded meekly, gathering my side in my hands. We carried the bundle and laid it beside the open door.
It seemed so heartless to just throw her into the abyss without some sort of eulogy or something. I shivered. “May you find rest and peace wherever you go.” Not very eloquent, but then again, I didn't do poetry.
Mike nodded appreciatively. Then, we swung her over the edge and watched as she fell.
Down, down, down. The sheets parted and fluttered away in the wind, and the body seemed to float into the sea of darkness. The scene was… Serene. Peaceful. Ironic, considering the way she had died.
I smiled faintly.
When I turned, the rest of our small group, excluding Lucas, Nox, and Mason, stood there, watching us. One of the girl’s eyes were squeezed shut, a tear sliding down her cheek.
“Let’s…” My voice wavered. “Go eat.” I waved them all towards the supply pile. Camaryn nodded to me, giving me an encouraging smile, then left with the other two girls, placing a comforting arm around the weeping one.
“It’ll be alright, Marie,” I heard her whisper. “We’ll get through this.”
I let out a slow breath. Why? Why would someone do this to us? Who would be so cruel? What kind of a person would let this happen to teenagers? Why take our memories away?
The strange thing about the whole memory wiping thing was that I could remember almost everything about the world in great detail. The color of trees in the fall. What babies looked like. I remembered that mountains were beautiful. I just couldn’t remember what civilization was like in our world. What books were out there. Who my family was… Or is... All memories of my past life were gone.
Anyone who would put people, let alone teens, in this situation could not be sane, if they were human at all.
I shuddered.
Nina walked away. “You guys had better get your lazy butts over to the supply pile and help out.”
Mike glared at her, but followed. I glanced one more time into the abyss, but the girl was gone.
Sighing, I jogged to the provisions, where Brickhead assigned me to sorting out the jumble of food, blankets and other miscellaneous items.
“Whoever put us here definitely plans on us staying here a while,” Nox said, folding the thick brown blankets and placing them neatly in a pile on the brown and rocky ground.
I nodded. There were enough necessities here to last us for over a month. I sighed tiredly, slumping to the ground in a criss-cross position as I continued sorting through the food.
Bags of soup over there. Jerky over there. Water over there. Dried fruit over there.
“Hey, Lucas, are we making camp here for the night, or do we need to keep moving?” Nox’s voice.
“We’re going to set up camp and get some rest, but we need to be ready for anything. Who knows what will be next? We’ll set people to watch at night.”
Nina smirked. “Good to know there are some brains in that Brickhead of yours.”
Lucas ignored her, moving to my left and getting to work on building a substantial fire with a flint, steel, and some wood found in the provision pile. while Vicky and Mason discussed the way they were going to make dinner for the night.
I smiled faintly. Even though I didn’t feel completely safe, it felt good not to be alone.
Soon the smell of the savory soup wafted across the rocky cavern. My stomach rumbled, though I felt as if I were too exhausted to eat. I dragged myself to the short line that was forming next to the steaming pot. Vicky quietly poured the soup into paper cups, handing them to us one by one.
I sat down in a criss-cross position with the others around the fire and stared into the warm cup that rested in my hand.
“Well. Today happened.” Mason said to me as he sat down beside me.
I glanced at him and gave him a tired smile.
His eyebrows furrowed in a concerned expression. “How are you doing?”
“Me?” I asked, startled. Why would he care? “Well, I’m confused. And horrified. And exhausted. And hungry. How about you?”
He grinned. “Pretty much same.”
We were silent for a few minutes as we sipped our soup and listened to the crackling of the fire. Others joined us, including Nox, Nina, and Cameron.
“How bout a game?” Mason suddenly broke the silence.
Nina raised an eyebrow. “You really think this is the time for a game?”
Mason shrugged. “If there’s any time for a game, it would be now. It would get us closer, and it would… lighten up the mood?”
I took a sip of my soup. It was vegetable, with little pieces of meat.
“The last thing I want to do is get close to any of you.” Nina spoke in normal tones.
I focused on my soup. It really was good.
“Why?” Mason asked, aghast. His face showed utter confusion, and it took a lot for me to keep my face straight.
“When you die, I don’t want it to affect me or my chances of surviving.” And with that, she stood and left.
I grimaced. I guessed getting Nina to like me was a lost cause as well. The image of the dead girl floating down the abyss popped into my mind, preventing me from caring.
Mason exhaled softly, clenching and unclenching his fists. “Well, that was…”
“Scary?” I suggested.
“I was going to say annoying, but yeah, maybe.”
I grinned. “Maybe? ‘When you die, I don’t want it to affect me or my chances of surviving.’ How is that not intense?”
I froze. Everyone around the fire stared at me like I had two heads. Wait, what had I done this time?
“You sounded just like her!” Mason guffawed suddenly. “That was incredible!”
Smiling uncertainly, I glanced back at Nina. She gazed at me with narrowed eyes, a frown forming on her lips.
“I didn’t mean to,” I stammered, wringing my hands. “It just kinda came out of me.”
“That was so cool!” Mason was grinning from ear to ear. Honestly, he was such a child. I tried not to smile, but failed. It was contagious. “Can you do my voice?”
“Um… Okay.” I took a deep breath, and a millisecond before I spoke, I felt my throat click faintly, and a completely different sound escaped my lips. “‘That was so cool! Can you do my voice?’”
Mason’s deep voice seemed to be coming from my lips. I shut my mouth, clearing my throat a couple of times. That must have been the part of my ability with the reconstructed larynx. I needed to reread my paper again sometime to memorize it so I wouldn’t be absolutely shocked when I used one of my test abilities.
More people began asking me to imitate their voice, and I obliged. It was nice to get attention, and I felt my confidence beginning to return.
For the next hour, we ate, talked, and laughed. Even Nina decided to suck it up and join us for the last few minutes. It was a good break from everything that was going on.
“All right, everyone,” Brickhead snapped. “The clock says 2200, time for bunking down.”
We turned towards him, most of us frowning. He swallowed, looking a bit uncomfortable. I smirked. He almost looked human with that expression.
His face hardened. “You have ten minutes to clean up. Toothbrushes and canteens are over there next to the food. Then gather back here where I will assign the watchlist. Now move!”
I was the first one up and in the line for the canteen. Lucas doled out only a bit for each of us to drink and rinse our mouths from the grainy Baking Soda. Even though the white substance tasted kind of gross, once I rinsed, my mouth felt fresher and cleaner than before. As I made my way back to the dying embers of the fire, I felt the exhaustion of everything just set in. My legs felt like jelly, and I had to consciously keep them from buckling.
I grabbed a blanket from the supply pile as I returned to the fire, and I sat down with my back against the wall of the cavern-like room. I searched for any more cameras that would indicate that we were being watched. If there were any, I couldn’t find them. I sighed, leaning my head back and closing my eyes.
This won’t last forever. I told myself. You’ll find the answers soon.
As I waited for the others to arrive, my mind began to drift and the noises around me subsided.