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A L E V
The worst part of falling in love, was when you had to accept the truth. It was when you had to finally walk away first, when you finally had to look away. When you had to accept it wasn't going to work.
Thirteen years he had known Lucifer.
And he spent ten of those years wishing, hoping, harboring silent feelings. And everytime he had thought about saying something, something happened to stop him from doing so.
Lucifer had saved him. He had saved him from mental and physical abuse caused by his parents, saved him from his own self-hatred, and accepted him when Alev finally accepted that he was a man trapped in a women's body. Lucifer had never cared, he was always there. He was sometimes emotionally closed off, sure, but he listened, and never judged him. He, unlike every other person he had trusted, had never left.
That was all Alev thought he needed. It seemed he was wrong.
Oh, how wrong he was. But how foolish he was to think he would ever get more. Lucifer was a prince. The Prince of Hell, the son of the Devil himself, nonetheless. And Alev was a mortal. A pheasant. A sorry, pathetic excuse for a being, with limited time, with a fragile soul and a cracking heart.
He was cold. Not just outside, but inside, too. Sad and cold, a poor sentence in a writer's mind, but no others words could be used to describe how he felt.
L U C I F E R
Lucifer paced wildly. He could let Alev go. Abandon a friendship of thirteen years. His only true friend. And he could vanish to Hell in a few weeks, and claim his rightful throne.
Or he could disown his crown.
Chose, chose, chose...My legacy or Alev? My pride or everything I've ever wanted?
It was inner turmoil, his mind racing, his heart pounding against his chest. It was such a silly thing to worry about, you might think. But he was choosing to either abandon Alev or face the violent wraith of his father. And his father would go to any lengths to keep Lucifer in Hell.
He couldn't just leave Alev.
It would go against everything he had ever worked for.
It would hurt Alev.
And that alone was enough for him to turn, bolting in the direction Alev had vanished. It was probably suspicious, a dark haired, six foot two man running across a field in the middle of the night.
Not that it bothered him.
Alev's silhouette was visible, and Lucifer skidded to a halt, nearly slipping on the wet grass. He grabbed Alev's arm, turning him around probably too harshly, but he could care less. The moons light and the passing cars headlights was just enough light to illuminate Alev's face, light catching on the glittering tears on his cheekbones.
"Don't cry." He hardly dared to speak, his voice falling below a whisper, if that was possible. A pale hand came up, resting on the side of Alev's face, brushing the tears away.
Alev's lips parted, his breath hitching. He stared at Lucifer with widened eyes, not daring to move. "Don't, Luce." He murmured after a few moments of silence, pulling away from him.
A pang of fear shot through Lucifer's chest when Alev turned, grasping his arm tightly pulling him closer, a breathy, "no," escaping his lips. What he wanted to do was impulsive.
It was stupid. It was something he really shouldn't do. He was endangering not only himself but Alev as well.
But his mind was blank, pushing away those thoughts. He gently pulled his face toward him, silencing the retort on Alev's lips by capturing them in his own, his grip on his arm refusing to loosen.
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