Today I had a doctor's appointment (just an annual checkup thing). I had to answer a bunch of questions, such as what activities I do, how much fruits/veggies I eat a day, etc....etc......Then my mom mentioned to my doctor of an incident; on a school day a couple weeks ago, after getting off the bus, a couple of high schoolers started harassing (following us and saying rude things to us) my siblings and I when we got off the bus. I told my mom and she told the police and the school principal, and they had a talk about it and told the high schoolers that it was not allowed and there would be serious consequences if they did it again. Well, of course they stopped, and everything was fine. But today she brought it up (it was part of a personal question I had to answer or something) and explained it to my doctor. I felt a little embarrassed by it or something, I don't know why. So I got a little teary-eyed, which sometimes happens to me a lot over even small things because I can get emotional pretty easy...and it was in the morning, I was still half asleep, and I sometimes get nervous when I got to the doctor. So they thought I was upset over something because I was crying a little. My mom starts saying things like, "It seems like there's something else you want to tell me" and stuff like that, but HONESTLY, there wasn't! I was just embarrassed by it. She asked me why I was and I told her I didn't know, because I really didn't. I guess I felt like it was a past issue and it was weird of her to bring it up all the sudden. Yes it did bother me, but now I don't really care that the high schoolers kept being rude to us as long as it doesn't happen again. But my mom and the doctor both thought that there was something else wrong that I was hiding, which of course I wasn't, and that made me more frustrated, which made me even more teary-eyed, which made them more concerned.I told them there was nothing wrong and it was just embarrassing, which was the truth and nothing else. And the doctor is like, "If you need to talk to anyone, you can schedule another appointment if you want? You can come and talk to us about anything, OK?" As if I even needed to talk to anyone about anything??? They were acting like something was wrong, which wasn't. And they kept staring at me with those concerned, "are-you-sure-you're-ok?" faces.h So afterwords we leave and my mom says, "So what's going on?" in the car. What the heck????? Didn't I tell her nothing was?So I got frustrated again and got teary-eyed and she thought it was something else, which it wasn't, but she wouldn't believe me.JUST because I was embarrassed by her talking about the incident, and because I hate crying in front of people and get embarrassed by it, she thought there was something I was hiding and kept poking me with all these questions, which of course I answer, "I don't know" or "No", because it had nothing to do with anything!h I told her I was just embarrassed and that was it, there was nothing I "wasn't telling her".But she didn't believe me.
What do you think? I'm worried that she's going to ask me more about it and it's going to make me get teary-eyed again, because I'm embarrassed and confused why she's so concerned, which will make her more concerned in the first place!I know she's just worried a little, but seriously, I told her the truth and when she asks me "Is there something you need to tell me?" and I say "No", then that's the truth! But she thinks I'm lying.h Any advice?
Sorry I just had to get that out. I didn't want to tell her because I knew I would feel embarrassed again and start crying, which I know I shouldn't, but I do for some reason, and she would think somethings up again.Which, like I told her, there isn't.
Thanks and sorry for ranting!
What do you think? I'm worried that she's going to ask me more about it and it's going to make me get teary-eyed again, because I'm embarrassed and confused why she's so concerned, which will make her more concerned in the first place!
Sorry I just had to get that out. I didn't want to tell her because I knew I would feel embarrassed again and start crying, which I know I shouldn't, but I do for some reason, and she would think somethings up again.
Thanks and sorry for ranting!