Well, I think I finally got up the nerve and the weather is cooling down. There are a couple of choices where I can order Cornish X the first of next month. I talked to a friend and got the name of a processor I will be calling to make sure they can do my birds when the time comes. I have given myself and my children the "we CAN'T get attached" pep talk about 5,000 times. I think I am ready. Wish me luck.