I never got to tell my Dad good bye, and it's like an open sore that never heals.Thanks for the coffee Orca.
We think mom has decided to leave much sooner than the doctors predicted. Likely within the next day or two. We all rallied around her last night and told her we love her and that dad is waiting for her and there is nothing to fear.
I am ever so grateful that I put my pain aside to reconnect with her before she leaves. We are both at peace with our relationship for what it is. She has told me multiple times that she loves me and that is all I really needed to hear. She's heard it from me many times over the last several days.