Got awaked by a phone call just now. Abnormal mammogram, need a follow up sonogram.![]()
I've had to do that twice, frightening I know but you're going to be just fine. You just have fibrous girls up there. Period. Because we all said so

Yeah I know but I find it different when I raise it or know the animal.
For instance, one time my uncle got a ham for Christmas or his New Year's party from the neighbor's and supposedly it was the best ham ever. So later I snuck in and tried a tiny little bite (i wouldn't eat it at first and they do a buffet thing) but I spat it out. Reason being earlier neighbor/friend had been showing pictures of him or maybe he had shown pics way before the party when they got him and he was the cutest little black and white piglet sooo adorable and they named him Kevin Bacon
Well anyway, he was so freaking cute that I just couldn't eat him. And I'd never even met the stupid pig before.
So I just feel like if I raised my own animals it would be wayyyy worse.
Or maybe it's only bad with cows or pigs and cute/fluffy things as opposed to like 50 chickens or whatever??
But still.
I know, it's weird and stupid, especially because factory farmed animals are treated wayyyyyy worse, but if I know the animal I can't but if I didn't see it or it's face somehow it's different? Even though it's not.
Yeah, it is probably much better.
And I feel like I'd probably be better if I had a farm hah
Not at all dumb. I had a potbelly named Ham-ton that I never could have eaten. Got him as a piglet, he slept on the floor by my bed and was just as dedicated to me as any dog.
Friends had a cow. I ate dinner there one night, we had bbq'd steak that was wonderful. Then we went out to feed the animals and there was no cow...my stomach turned and all I could think about was his big brown eyes and how he would get excited when we came around with feed. He was like a puppy jumping around.