BYC Café

[CapricornFarm]

Wow we have extra now Cap can we send some ?

Sure, we need more!

 

[room onthebroom]

Oh Dobie... I'm bawling my eyes out over here. Its too close to my future reality & its hitting me really hard. I'm sorry! Hugs!

 

[CapricornFarm]

No. He's being cremated. I'm not keeping his cremains.
I have the cremains of the last 3 and never did anything meaningful with them. I also have 2 of the cats cremains.
I stayed with him when he passed. The rest is just his shell. It's not him anymore.

So sorry you had to do the best thing for him.

 

[DobieLover]

Oh Dobie... I'm bawling my eyes out over here. Its too close to my future reality & its hitting me really hard. I'm sorry! Hugs!

My eyes are swollen from crying so much. I was pretty much hysterical last night and hyperventilating while driving him in. It was bad.
It was a little easier after he was gone because I knew the pain was over for him.

 

[CapricornFarm]

That's a nice picture Cap.

Thanks, it is a pretty place.

 

[room onthebroom]

I'm not sure I've ever cried as much for a human as I do for the dogs.

 

[DobieLover]

So sorry you had to do the best thing for him.

It was very sudden. Just 5 days earlier he was fine.
I think my reaction to having to let him go was compounded by my friend who was in the hospital with stage 4 breast cancer dying the night before. It's just an overall bad time. And Mom is back in the hospital. And I have tried to get in contact with her but haven't gotten through.

 

[room onthebroom]

It was very sudden. Just 5 days earlier he was fine.
I think my reaction to having to let him go was compounded by my friend who was in the hospital with stage 4 breast cancer dying the night before. It's just an overall bad time. And Mom is back in the hospital. And I have tried to get in contact with her but haven't gotten through.

A triple whammy.

 

[room onthebroom]

I guess asking about the lunch cruise is sort of a moot point.

 

[ronott1]

A triple whammy.

A bad time for sure!