It is the pits. I lost my Dad, my favorite aunt and my Mother. And i was the one who had to deal with everything, as well as a hateful brother. And the three sweet folks were all hoarders. I fell into a deep depression. Sat in a rocking chair in front of the television. Doing nothing. The only thing that saved me was looking for a place in the woods to live, near water.I also brewed coffee and actually want some this morning.
Jody and Astrid had another fight in the ward but this time broke one of Astrid's eggs.
Wren was the first out this morning. Wren is Astrid's lone hatch from 2 years ago and now Fabio's second youngest daughter. She came out first this morning and after I came back with the filled water reservoir, she proceeded to jump up onto one of the roosts in the run and attempt to crow, wing flaps and all. It was pathetic and funny as hell! If it weren't for my animals' antics I would have crawled into a hole and died by now.
You will do this because you must. Stay strong. Take time for yourself. You deserve it. Hugs.