The killing part is the hardest. I have put down chicks, but I have not killed a grown bird for meat. I'm afraid I won't get a clean whack. DH does that part for me. I do everything from that point on though. Plucking is easy, but time consuming. The first time I did it, the smell of the wet feathers bothered me (doesn't bother me now though) and it's weird having the body cavity be warm inside. I tell myself they had a better life with me for 6 months than the grocery store chickens get for 6 weeks.