"Yeah, I'd love to see it," Zaine said, smiling with enthusiasm. Hearing her question, he sobered slightly. He turned the page slowly to avoid meeting her gaze and answering immediately. He chose his words carefully, and replied with cautious measure. "No, I don't ever wish to go back and yes, most days I do hate what has been done. But wishing and wanting won't change the fact that what happened happened, so I'm trying to be content with where I am now. It's not easy, certainly." He glanced up briefly. "What about yourself?"