Just found this thread - wish I could have found it a month ago, but my Internet was not working. It really would have helped!
Covid time has been very difficult for me. The Covid virus does not scare me much. But the unrelenting loneliness has been one of the worse things I have ever lived through.
Pre-Covid: I lived alone, but I was rarely lonely. I didn't like technology, and avoided it often - flip phone, no Internet, no TV in my house.
THEN Covid restrictions began - suddenly and unexpectedly.
With no warning, I changed overnight from being a mostly write-on-the-board classroom teacher to a "work from home using technology" teacher. This was incredibly stressful, because there was so much I didn't know. At the same time, connectivity issues prevented me from doing the online learning I needed to do to improve the situation. I tried to call colleagues for help, and friends, but they were all caught up in their own issues. What stress to be unable to do your job right (when children depend on you), and to be unable to do the learning necessary to improve the situation - and then to be unable to talk to others to help relieve that stress!
I wanted to yell to some of them "You have people in your house! I don't have anyone in my house! Do you have ANY idea how lonely that is?" But I didn't want to impose.
I think if I had not had pets, I might have lost my sanity. I brought some ducks in the house. I walked the dog. I petted the cat. It helped a little - just enough...
Very slowly, small bit by small bit, things improved. A few people finally were able to help a bit. My students and their parents - I am so thankful for them and proud of them - slowly began figuring things out. The students and I shared our slowly growing knowledge. Eventually, connectivity improved and I was able to learn even more.
And now? Well, now, some people are starting to be tired of social isolation. So now the neighbors who walk their dogs say "hi" and smile when they pass by six feet away. Now a neighbor invites me for a driveway chat. Now a friend agrees to walk with me for exercise. Now a colleague calls one day and chats with me.
So now life has improved a lot. Not back to normal, but better. But underneath I'm still reeling with a huge backlog of stress. And I still haven't hugged a live human being in more than two months. So I continue to act as if everything is fine, just like I've been doing all along. But it's a thin veneer.