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ShrekDawg said:
I don’t want to do the intake. I don’t want to do a partial. I also just don’t want to dig 💩 back up tomorrow and get all triggered and depressed lmaooo
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I don't know your whole story like others do, but I can see you're trying to shake things up and do something new to take charge of your health. That is never a bad thing! A scary thing, yes. But I'm proud of you!

This is super trivial in comparison, but we were talking about Raisin Bran a while back and how it's nasty and full of sugar. Well, I found THE health cereal that's actually good! It's called Heritage Flakes by Nature's Path. Not many people would get excited about a cereal like I do, but I thought you might. I had to tell someone! 😂
 
thecatumbrella said:
I don't know your whole story like others do, but I can see you're trying to shake things up and do something new to take charge of your health. That is never a bad thing! A scary thing, yes. But I'm proud of you!

This is super trivial in comparison, but we were talking about Raisin Bran a while back and how it's nasty and full of sugar. Well, I found THE health cereal that's actually good! It's called Heritage Flakes by Nature's Path. Not many people would get excited about a cereal like I do, but I thought you might. I had to tell someone! 😂
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Awwwwww thank you so much!!!!!!!! I appreciate that!!!!!!!! I was supposed to have this intake for a partial program last week on Thursday the day I got out but then my rides got all messed up so I missed it and then I thought they were gonna reschedule for Monday but instead they told them to call me to reschedule so I did lol and originally it was supposed to be last Monday but then the snow storm. Then I moved it to last Wednesday. Then Thursday. Now tomorrow finally. It’s moved so many times I can’t move it any more LOL and I need the partial so I HAVE to go but it’s just a lot on top of everything else. And I am worried about talking about everything again but I’m sure it will be fine because I am very used to intakes and stuff now LOL but it’s just… idk.

There’s a song where some lines are:

“Why is healing so hard?
And why does numb feel like my only friend?
'Cause when I swallow my scars
Then I don't have to feel it all again
I'm so tired of tearing the trauma back open
Am I better off, better off broken?”

And sometimes I feel that way lol especially the tearing the trauma back open part.

https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/citizensoldier/betteroffbroken.html

Anyways, how exciting about the cereal!!!!!!!!!
 
ShrekDawg said:
Awwwwww thank you so much!!!!!!!! I appreciate that!!!!!!!! I was supposed to have this intake for a partial program last week on Thursday the day I got out but then my rides got all messed up so I missed it and then I thought they were gonna reschedule for Monday but instead they told them to call me to reschedule so I did lol and originally it was supposed to be last Monday but then the snow storm. Then I moved it to last Wednesday. Then Thursday. Now tomorrow finally. It’s moved so many times I can’t move it any more LOL and I need the partial so I HAVE to go but it’s just a lot on top of everything else. And I am worried about talking about everything again but I’m sure it will be fine because I am very used to intakes and stuff now LOL but it’s just… idk.

There’s a song where some lines are:

“Why is healing so hard?
And why does numb feel like my only friend?
'Cause when I swallow my scars
Then I don't have to feel it all again
I'm so tired of tearing the trauma back open
Am I better off, better off broken?”

And sometimes I feel that way lol especially the tearing the trauma back open part.

https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/citizensoldier/betteroffbroken.html

Anyways, how exciting about the cereal!!!!!!!!!
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Okay, wow. That's a logistics nightmare. Fingers cross tomorrow is the end of it and you can finally get settled in! ❤️
 
thecatumbrella said:
Okay, wow. That's a logistics nightmare. Fingers cross tomorrow is the end of it and you can finally get settled in! ❤️
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IKR!? And well, I can’t move in until next week now but this is for a PHP (partial hospitalization program) so basically groups all day but live at home. A separate thing from the group home. And this particular one is supposed to be trauma based. So yeah. Anyways, thank you!!!!!!
 
Filling out paperwork took forever LOL the intake itself was actually pretty fast but then I still had papers to fill out LOL

And starting Monday worked out cause after intake they like you to start within 3 days which would be Monday lol so yeah.

Business days I guess it must be 🤣

And it didn’t dig anything up cause they’re very good about not opening things they can’t close again in the very short amount of time we had LOL

So yeah.

Overall it went well.

I am on my way to the Clubhouse now since I didn’t start today.
 

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