I don’t want to do the intake. I don’t want to do a partial. I also just don’t want to dig 💩 back up tomorrow and get all triggered and depressed lmaooo
I don't know your whole story like others do, but I can see you're trying to shake things up and do something new to take charge of your health. That is never a bad thing! A scary thing, yes. But I'm proud of you!

This is super trivial in comparison, but we were talking about Raisin Bran a while back and how it's nasty and full of sugar. Well, I found THE health cereal that's actually good! It's called Heritage Flakes by Nature's Path. Not many people would get excited about a cereal like I do, but I thought you might. I had to tell someone! 😂
 
I don't know your whole story like others do, but I can see you're trying to shake things up and do something new to take charge of your health. That is never a bad thing! A scary thing, yes. But I'm proud of you!

This is super trivial in comparison, but we were talking about Raisin Bran a while back and how it's nasty and full of sugar. Well, I found THE health cereal that's actually good! It's called Heritage Flakes by Nature's Path. Not many people would get excited about a cereal like I do, but I thought you might. I had to tell someone! 😂
Awwwwww thank you so much!!!!!!!! I appreciate that!!!!!!!! I was supposed to have this intake for a partial program last week on Thursday the day I got out but then my rides got all messed up so I missed it and then I thought they were gonna reschedule for Monday but instead they told them to call me to reschedule so I did lol and originally it was supposed to be last Monday but then the snow storm. Then I moved it to last Wednesday. Then Thursday. Now tomorrow finally. It’s moved so many times I can’t move it any more LOL and I need the partial so I HAVE to go but it’s just a lot on top of everything else. And I am worried about talking about everything again but I’m sure it will be fine because I am very used to intakes and stuff now LOL but it’s just… idk.

There’s a song where some lines are:

“Why is healing so hard?
And why does numb feel like my only friend?
'Cause when I swallow my scars
Then I don't have to feel it all again
I'm so tired of tearing the trauma back open
Am I better off, better off broken?”

And sometimes I feel that way lol especially the tearing the trauma back open part.

https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/citizensoldier/betteroffbroken.html

Anyways, how exciting about the cereal!!!!!!!!!
 
Awwwwww thank you so much!!!!!!!! I appreciate that!!!!!!!! I was supposed to have this intake for a partial program last week on Thursday the day I got out but then my rides got all messed up so I missed it and then I thought they were gonna reschedule for Monday but instead they told them to call me to reschedule so I did lol and originally it was supposed to be last Monday but then the snow storm. Then I moved it to last Wednesday. Then Thursday. Now tomorrow finally. It’s moved so many times I can’t move it any more LOL and I need the partial so I HAVE to go but it’s just a lot on top of everything else. And I am worried about talking about everything again but I’m sure it will be fine because I am very used to intakes and stuff now LOL but it’s just… idk.

There’s a song where some lines are:

“Why is healing so hard?
And why does numb feel like my only friend?
'Cause when I swallow my scars
Then I don't have to feel it all again
I'm so tired of tearing the trauma back open
Am I better off, better off broken?”

And sometimes I feel that way lol especially the tearing the trauma back open part.

https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/citizensoldier/betteroffbroken.html

Anyways, how exciting about the cereal!!!!!!!!!
Okay, wow. That's a logistics nightmare. Fingers cross tomorrow is the end of it and you can finally get settled in! ❤️
 
Okay, wow. That's a logistics nightmare. Fingers cross tomorrow is the end of it and you can finally get settled in! ❤️
IKR!? And well, I can’t move in until next week now but this is for a PHP (partial hospitalization program) so basically groups all day but live at home. A separate thing from the group home. And this particular one is supposed to be trauma based. So yeah. Anyways, thank you!!!!!!
 

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