Well Im just.. depressed. Im tired of being everyones second wheel becuase im nice. I mean im not a push over but still, im polite and respectful and im tired of being bailed on. I have a date set in stone or somehting is planned weeks ahead and all of a sudden the week or day of it all falls apart. Im waiting fro my eggs to hatch - mom forgets to check the humidity while im at an away game and it dropped too far for the eggs to make ti I think, Im getting ready for home comming. The girl im supposed to spent the night with cancels on me because she wants to spend more time with her boyfriend. I get a call about a found day old chick tha a friend wants me to take. I get my hopes up and get all ready to receive it and then I get a call saying that i cant have it. The neighbors dog's battery is dead in the shock collar and it keeps commign around my ducks. I come home and get yelled at constantly about how lazy and sorry I am. i try to stick up fro my little sister and tell this older guy to back off and leave her alone - I get hit and yelled at and no appriciation from said sister. Im Tired. Depressed. Lonley. And could really use a hug! Mom saysif I miss more than one homework assignment she is giving all my ducks awa. Most days they are the only reason I want to come home. I Missed one assignment because of getting home late after a volleyball game and now im struggling to get them all in.