Depressed and needing a hug :(

[chickon baby]

Sending you hugs and prayers!! You have recieved quite a bit of great advice already from all your friends here @ BYC..I would say, you should write down all your priorities..1.Whats the most important thing to do with your time=homework n care for your animals...Put everything else aside,like you did with the sports for now and focus on YOU and YOUR priorities..After homework is done spend time with your babies,that is the best therapy..MyD.D. who is in her first year of college has had a rough time,just like you are having now.We pray alot,seeking the Lords wisdom and guidence.He will help you as you go through this tough time.Each day is a new day.Even when it feels bad,remember it will get better and you are very special.I do agree with either asking the teacher for extra help or finding someone who will work with you.It is a very humble thing,asking for help but we all must do it and nobody should judge you for that.Little sisters are always in need of our guidence and help.Perhaps you should stand back a bit and see if she can figure somethings out for herself...Hope this helps.Take care of YOURSELF xxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[rainplace]

Awww, it makes me sad to see our Goat_Walker depressed. I wish I could come over and with baked cookies and eat them with you while we watch all the ducks play in mud. We'd laugh and talk duck antics and check the bator and count all our ducklings before they hatched and long for spring together. Then as I was hugging you goodbye, I would steal back some of the cookies I brought and innocently walk back to my car... until next time...

It gets better.

 

[EweSheep]

Your duck eggs will be fine. Please dont blame your mother for it, after all, she is not the one who wanted them in the first place. I can see if you were gone for a few days and you ask her to care for the eggs, then it is a different matter.

So chin up and you will be fine. Yeah, ignore sister, they are a royal pain in the butt! I know, I got a sister and we fought like cats and dogs when we were growing up!

 

[MaggieRae]

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I understand what you mean about how teachers can be loopy... If you ever need any math help, feel free to PM me! I took that last year. I've got a bunch of tips to settle things down since I was miserable at it.

How are you today? Things any better?

 

[Goat_Walker]

Thanks you guys , yall always cheer me up

Im definantly PMing you about those dollhouse cookies miss! And my algebra teacher offers help every morning. But I hav to get up at five so I can be there by 6:30, since he locks his door at 7. He is the kind of guy who is just a TRUE Math genius. I mean he knows all the short cuts any everything. Problem is - everytime I ask a question he makes me feel inferior and stupid. Its his method to make us want to work harder and be smarter - and in truth it works. i ant to study my butt off and impress him and make good grades.


But its so hard to block out everyhing else. Im going to start letting go of things one by one. First no more TV or Reading (

) till I get EVERYthing school related done.


Im going to have to keep myipod charged though, since that is normally the only way I can block out my dad and sister. They are the WORST. they make me not want to even come home. Heck if it wasnt for my ducks id prolly find any escuse to stay away from home. And my mom. My mom needs me to come around the house smiling and it makes me feel like a yucky nasty hateful person when I am rude or disrespectful to her.


Im considering cutting off some of my relations with my dad and sister. i mean if they need me or are speaking to me then ill answer and acknowledge. But when theystart getting.. well like themselves Ill just start the ignoring.


Rainplace :

I wish you were my neighbor

 

[rainplace]

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Wouldn't that be great! I love stealing cookies

Is there a place inside where you can watch your ducks? If so that might be a great place to come home to do your homework. Put your music on, look at your ducks when you're thinking through your homework, and get it all done. Then you won't be "ignoring" your sister and dad, you'd be "focused."

I imagine you have chores too? And of course you have your ducks. Wow, sounds like you have a full day!

Hrmm... sounds like you could use a routine to maximize your time.

<puts on her thinking cap>

I'm thinking on it.

 

[miss_jayne]

okee dokee Goatee-Pooh...i will be sending them on in about a week or so. be ready for deliciousness in a tin!

 

[Eggs4Sale]

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Now THAT'S a true friend!

 

[Goat_Walker]

I do have one of those plastic rug things you put under your desk / chairs that I let my duckies play on when i have ducklings.

OMG! Rainplace! im getting chicks this weekend! ( hopefully )


Today was clighty depressing. The guy who I staed was hitting on my sister now wont leave me alone. He keeps hanging on me and is really immature. I mean i dont want to be MEAN to him... but im the kind of tomboy girl who alot of people dont mess with because i dont let major things go over my shoulder like most girls. I dont get mad at most things. I get even. And he is an injured football player and it takes so much self control to just stop and not kick him in his injured knee. Then I have a "friend" who is a total drama queen and wont stop talking about this guyand that guy and then my BFF and her boyfriend keep showing MAJOR pda right in front of my locker.

And for those single gals out there you understand when I say I DONT want to hear about relationship problems when im feeling lonely and the only relationship ive had was a LONG and abusive one.

 

[rainplace]

Wait... you're getting baby chickens?