I am sorry you have had to endure these tragedies and losses. And now your beloved chickens. It must feel like it never ends.this is just a rough spot-I know. My rough spot started in 2014. Smoothed out, then 2016- took a long long long time to smooth out-sitting here crying for 2016. Then 2018 it got rough again now 2020. This is a baby bump next to2014 and 2016, not even a low spot in the road.
2014- I came home from work. My husband of 34 years had passed away.
2016- I have 3 girls and a boy. My son age 27 was killed in a rollover accident.
2018- I bought new car in Nov 2017, March a 18 wheeler pulled out in front of me. I hit him rolled car, walked away with cracked sternum and ribs.
This too shall pass, I know, but I also know-when I care it dies.
Don’t make any rash decisions. Give it some time. Do what you have to do to eliminate your dog problem. I, too, love dogs, but a dog that kills livestock is no different than any other predator that kills livestock, and needs to be dispatched accordingly. Most posters here wouldn’t bat an eyelash if you shot a fox or coyote that was after your chickens.
When you are feeling a little better, and your partner is recovered, think about rebuilding and reinforcing that coop to make it predator-proof.
And even consider putting an electric fence around the whole thing to make it REALLY impermeable. A lot of folks here have done that with pretty good results.
I hope you feel better soon.
