Diary of a FAT cow!

I regained all my lost weight and have had to start over as well. I started logging on the lose it app when my weight showed 203 one am.That was about a week ago.

I am not sure the lose it app/web page would be useful for you.Perhaps you have something similar in your area. I am able to scan bar codes of items I eat,or add in manually the nutrition information. It lets me know how much I ate,how much I can eat,and what nutrients I get.Sadly my sodium level is always way too high. Anyway I weighed in at 193.5 this am.Pleased,though I know it is water weight for the most part. I am drinking lots of water too.Sometimes I add lemon to the water.Also I have black or green tea with lemon daily.

I was suprised to find out 1 medium banana is 105 calories or that 4 tbsp of olive oil is 120 calories. I was putting a banana into some oatmeal with some elberberries, fiber powder and cinnamon(sp).Total cal was....304 with a coffee.More filling was a tofu,spinach,mushoom,egg omlette with coffee and 2 wasa crisp for 367 calories.

Was never a big fan of WASA crisp cracker breads,but they are my godsend now.I use them in place of bread and top them with...egg,tuna,veggie burger,lentil stew.Depending on the type I get the calorie for 2 crisp is 70 to 90.

Here is some meals I have had...can of tuna in water,2 wasa crisp,and a cup and half of steamed broccoli comes out to ....292 calories.
Add some sliced red bell peppers for an additional 29 calories.

Coffee with milk,fake sugar,2 wasa,2 hard boiled eggs,1 cucumber,1 cup sliced red bell pepper,paprika spice...288 calories.

Veggie burger,2 wasa,red bell pepper,sweet red chili sauce(1 tbsp), 2 wasa,6 tater tot,coffee with milk and fake sugar....335

Progresso black bean jalapeno soup,chili sauce,and diced jalapeno pepper(1 tbsp)....330

Half a cup of fiber now cereal to snack on...60 calories.


Anyway my point is I am loving the calorie counter. I think I am eating well nutrient-wise,but keeping my overall calorie intake down.
My main concern is calories along with sodium and then saturated fat content.Now my one friend simply goes by inches lost.She does weights in her workouts,building muscle,and actually increase her food intake.Muscles need more.

Definately got to watch out for the starvation mode.If you click that on your body then anything you eat will be stored as fat.

Good luck with the weight loss.My suggestion is a program like lose it where you can count calories,but also keep track of the nutrients.
Be positive with yourself.Name calling,even by you,will bring you down.Dh makes fun of me sometimes,and I let him know how much it hurts.It does not motivate.Take a good multi vitamin!!!! Best wishes for you.
 
Bulldogma you look great.The dukan diet plan you used is interesting. I will be adding some of the recipes to my calorie counting diet,and checking out the book from the library.


When I get supper hungry at night I will drink some water.If I am still under my calorie intake for the day I might snack on that half cup of fiber cereal.We eat at varying hours around here,so it is not unusual for use to be eating after 7pm. I read more protien less carbs at night,and to walk/cario in the am BEFORE you eat anything.
 
Thanks guys. - I am not actually following a diet at all! What I am doing is cutting out everything that is high cal /high in fat.
I know folk are trying to help and it is much appretiated. I have tried all sorts of different diets and now it is CRUNCH time! I am being hard on myself big time. I am eating and have a snack or something every couple of hours. So my body isn;t going to shut down. I am excersizing as much as I can but I have fibromyalga which is soft tissue arthritis. Any excersize can leave me in great pain so I have to be mindful of that and my care responsibilities.

This 4 weeks is just for me - this is my go for gold moment. I am not going to starve so you guys don;t need to worry about that. But I am taking on baord advice and what has worked for others. After this 4 weeks and my trip away to Spain I want to maintain a good ballanced diet , fittness and weight for my height. I don;t want it to end when I get back or do my usual put the weight right back on! So all those good diet ideas will be helpful for me then to keep myself at a good weight. Right now though - I am being really hard on me because this is the only thing that works. I have NO choice I have a dead line I have to meet. ( I like dead lines and respond better to pressure!) I have to get this done and although I have suffered a bad headache I have not suffered any other bad side affects. I am noticing that my body is changing already. My fat is feeling more flabby so it is loosing density. I have looked in the mirror a few times and thought oooo you don;t look half as swollen girl! It isn;t going to be easy - I don;t want to look at a cake or a bread roll. I am a beast - a beast to myself because I am not going to be a FAT COW in Spain! I am going to be a golden feathered slim chick!!!!!! but I need to go through this for me.

For those of you who think I am being bad calling myself a fat cow - I actually like cows and have a herd out back! But much as I like cows I don't want to look like I have 4 stomachs either!!!!!!!!!
My DH is supporting me. This is really good for me because he used to just bake loads of lovely cake and ask me to "try" them! Ugh! Now he is "monitoring" both our cal intake. He is as mean as I am and even got me to "remove" cheese from the salad! The thing is with his heart issues we really need to get his weight down too. We need to best control his blood pressure to avaoid another heart attack. It is hard but for the good of us both longterm.

I struggled a lot I can tell you today. It was way worse than yesterday. I even turned down scrambled eggs and a peach! ( I am starving tonight!)
I am way proud of myself though because I got on the scale this evening and it read 10 stone 11 lbs. So it is the same as when I got up this morning. I have maintained my weight all day which should mean I get a good result tomorrow morning.
My start weight was 11 stone 1lb - So mad at myself for that. That was just two days ago and I am now sitting in the evening with a reading of 10.11 which means I have lost 4lbs which is really encouraging. I am hoping to get 10.9 tomorrow but we will see. It will be good to see those single figures again. I am for bed as some folk have rightly said I am up too late and they are of course right. Good sleep is important as well as good food and excersize. Tonight I am hungry though - maybe a good thing as the body is now burning fat not fluid.

Oes.
 
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DAY THREE
Well I didn't get my weight I wanted to day but Rome wasn't biult in a day. I am still suffering headaches and wonder if it is due to comming off the coffee. I usually am into my 3rd cup before 9am and would easily down 20 cups a day. Now I have reduced it to 4 cups and am dringking mostly water other times.

9th August
10 stone . 11lbs ( 1 stone = 14lbs)

Breakfast
(1) Coffee white Not sugar.
1/2 Banana, two spoonfulls of yogurt and a sprinkle of grenola.

Excersize
10 mins X trainor/ 10 mins trampett.
glass of water.

Morning snack
(2) Coffee white No sugar. Fruit low cal waffer.

Lunch
Peach / (3) coffee white No sugar.

Afternoon snack
None
Dinner
Chicken breast poached with Zuccini, tomato 1 small boiled new potato.
Fruit flavour water.
Cornflour deseart made with low fat milk and a sprinkle of sugar.

Evening
Glass of water

How am I feeling - a bit worried because I am a lb more than on the scale this morning after dinner? So I wont be eating anything else. The cornflour deseart was lovely - but I felt bad for eating it. At the sametime I have cut down a great deal on coffee so am not getting the milk I was having. I woudl take it without sugar but DH made it and he wanted sugar. We compramised and had very little. I don;t feel hungry tonight. In fact I feel a little bloated? Hope that will pass. My DD said I looked skinny-er today? She said I was holding my tummy in - I was not.
 
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DAY FOUR
Last night I kept the 10.10 lbs. so that was really good for me. This morning I got a reading of 10.9lb so I am hoping that will stay and not get more over the day.
I am weighing twice a day - mainly to keep myself on track. I know if I up the weight during the day I have not met my challenge. I have to either keep the evening weight the same as the am or less to have a weight loss in the morning. It never ceases to amaze me how sleeping makes me thinner? But hay whatever works right!!!!!!!
So I have now lost a total of - 11.1 down to 10.9 this morning which is 6 lbs nearly half a stone! Will I reach my target - ???????????
I have felt a wee bit lonely on here as not one has posted in the last while days. But I said this was my challenge and I am not backing out. I have been on threads with others and started weight loss threads but it has not worked for me. This at the moment is working. So I am quite excited. My Dh said my trebble chin looked more like a double this morning - Thanks for that one! Any good news right now is well recieved!
I am averaging a loss of 2 lbs a day at the moment. I am sure that will slow down.

10th August
10 stone . 10lbs ( 1 stone = 14lbs)Pm
this morning 10.9 - Yupeeeeeeeeeee! Single figure now to get the 10 down to a 9 as well!

Breakfast
(1)Coffee white no Sugar. Two spoonfulls of yogurt, two strawberries cut up and a sprinkle of grenols. ( Well its working so why change it?)
Though I might get bored with it by next week.

Excersize
Walk 1 hour.

Morning snack
(2)Coffee White No sugar

Lunch
(3) Coffee white No sugar

Afternoon snack
Glass of Water.

Dinner
Stuffed Mushrooms with cheese and mix fresh veg.
Glass of white wine
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Evening
(4) Coffee white No sugar.

How do feel?
Had a bit of a stressful time in the last 24 hours so I am a bit off my food. I don;t feel hungry at all. But I will have to watch myself.
I have not been eating today much at all. Dh and I got a cal count book at the store which is going to be really helpful. Despite being off my food when I weighed myself on the scale tonight I was exactly the same as last night! 10,10 lbs. I so want to see a 10. 8 which would be wonderful. I know that once I am past the 10.7 mark I start to lose the tummy very quickly. At the moment it is still hanging and I wonder if I will ever be able to ton the skin again? Doubtful after such a longtime but nevertheless being able to see my feet would be lovely. Tongith I am tired and stressed and have that headache back. This morning I felt better now I feel bloated and yet have not eaten half as much? I am looking foward to next week as Ihope to see major change. I cannot understand myself - why I had to go a put all this darn fat back on.
 
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DAY FIVE

How do I feel today?
Honestly a bit gutted that I am the same weight as yeaterday despite not eating much? I guess my weight is starting to bottom out. I know it comes off faster at first and then you have to work at it to make it happen after that really hard! I guess I am hitting these stages sooner because I am so hard on myself with the cal intake. Ok mybe I should have eaten only one stuffed mushroom? I will have days when the weight stands still and I have to get my head round that. I am soooo determined to get this FAT off me. I don't feel nice at all. I know another half stone will make so much difference. On a small person every lb seems to count!

I do feel a bit lonely out here in the either on my own but if I quit now I will just pile it all on I know that. So I am holding my breath and going on. I am hungry today and I dream of cheese and chips and all nice stuff I am not allowed. But when I do that I go look in the mirror and I litterally grab a handful of FAT and I say Girl DO YOU WANT THIS ???????? DO YOU REALLY WANT THIS??????? The answer is of course NO so I realuctantly close my dreams into a little box and lock it. When I am back to a good weight for the hight then I can have a treat - but no more than that. I have one big hurdle to get over next week. My grandaughters birthday OMG there will be of course cake! ( My biggest and most brutal of enemies! The cake!)


11th August
10 stone . 10lbs ( 1 stone = 14lbs)Pm
this morning 10.9 - Yupeeeeeeeeeee! Single figure now to get the 10 down to a 9 as well!

Breakfast
(1)Coffee white no Sugar. Two spoonfulls of yogurt with some strawberries and grapes.

Excersize
10 mins x trainor / 10 mins trampett.

Morning snack
(2) Coffee white no sugar Low cal fruit waffer.

Lunch
Glass of water / Banana

Afternoon snack
(3) Coffee white no sugar.

Dinner
Trout with salad
Fruit flavoured water.

Evening
(4) Coffee white no sugar.

Excersize
15 mins x trainor / 10 mins trampett.
Totally knackered and I can hardly walk! Not such a good idea?
 
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Oes, hang in there. I am not good at staying on a restricted diet. When my fibro flares I think I eat more. I'm watching and cheering for you. Good Luck and just keep thinking of Spain.
 
Thanks for that. My Fibro plays up a lot when I reach a certain weight. Over 10 and a half stone so I suffer a lot but still I put the weight on! How daft is that? When I am under 10 stone it isn't half as bad! A lot of folk put it down to stress related - but I am not entirely sure though I would agree that stress doesn;t help like with anything it always seems to get worse when one isn't feeling relaxed and at ease.

I have been very very hard on myself and I wouldn;t recomend doing this unless it was with the guidence of a health professional. I need the kick up the rear even if I have to do it myself!

I am not feeling too bad right now. I am hungry and I do have problems certainly with that but I also feel good too. I feel like I am achieveing something. I can see everyday I am changing. It is good to get hold of a ring of fat and suddenly realise its not as compact anymore and is breaking down inside. That is wonderful - but more so is trying to pinch Fat and not getting any at all!!!!!!
I am heading for the scale tonight and hoping I am lighter. I have kept the cal intake to under 600 per day when possible. Very intence but I am getting there.

Oes
 
DAY SIX
12th August

10 stone . 9lbs ( 1 stone = 14lbs) Pm
This morning 10.8 - Yupeeeeeeeeeee!
How fab is that everyone!!!!!! I have lost half a stone in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last night I did another 10 mins on the Trampett and 15 on the x trainor but I can tell you it totally wrecked my legs and back all night!!!!! I need to maybe up the excersize slower. Though 15 mins isn;t that long on the x trainor at all. I am looking foward to Spain as I know that I can swim in the pool and that is better for my fibro, here I find the trampett easier as well. I so want to see a 10.7 on the scale. I then know for sure I am well on the way to lossing this belly fat!!! It means for sure I will fit my frocks - If I keep this up.

Despit the possitive I am also getting negative feelings too. I looked in the mirror this afternoon and all I can see is swollen FAT. Perhaps it is fluid? I keep telling myself that it's only been six days! It's taken months to get this weight on. I cannot expect a miricle cure. I do feel lonely doing this though. I guess I want to see better faster results but that is unrealistic. I can certainly see what an extra half a stone does to my body so getting the next half stone off is something I am way wanting to do as quick as possible.

Tomorrow I am at the Hospital all day as DH is in for Heart surgery. He has to get another stent fitted.

Breakfast
(1)Coffee white no Sugar. Two spoonfulls of yogurt with some strawberries and grapes.

Excersize
10 mins trampett.

Morning snack
(2) Coffee white no sugar, fruit waffer.

Lunch
(3) Coffee white no sugar, Peach.

Afternoon snack
None

Dinner
Roast chicken breast No skin, mixed poached veg. Sauce was just some fresh lemon and orange juice !
It was really nice and much less fattening than gravey.
Glass of wine! ( Well it's Sunday!)
We had fresh fruit salad and squeezed the other half of the lemon over it and put the other half og the orange through it to give it a bit of a zing.
It was a very good low fat option.
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Evening
(4) Coffee white no sugar.
 
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DAY SEVEN
13th August

10 stone . 9lbs ( 1 stone = 14lbs) Pm
This morning 10.8 AGAIN!
Well been at the hospital all day so my cal intake is virtually nothing! THe one thing that was quite possitive though was that the Pharmacist was talking to us about the restricted cal diet. He was saying that it was very good for the heart. So at least we are on the right track for DH. But I wouldn;t recomend todays diet for too many days!

Breakfast
(1)Coffee white no Sugar.

Excersize
none

Morning snack
none

Lunch
(2) Coffee white no sugar, Half a brown bread and cheese sandwhich.

Afternoon snack
None

Dinner
(3) Coffee white no sugar, fruit waffer.

Evening
(4) Coffee white no sugar.

How do I feel?
Well I am quite exhausted now but think I have used up lots of caleries on stress! Glad today is over and DH is ok. It was good that the fellow at the hospital was talking about the diet of cutting the calerie in take. Maybe he watched the same documentry? Anyhow if it works it has to be good to try for DH. At least I know the stent is in and working and the heart is sorted again. All he has to do now is get well.

I am for bed sooooooooooooooo tired out. I don't feel hungry - so much going on and didn;t have the time!
 

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