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After 16 hours at home, we are going back to the emergency in an other hospital with 103-104fn fever. We wait for 1 more hour to give her some meds to drop the fever because its a long way to the hospital and i think she should not travel with such high fever. This time it could be an other infection that we got in the hospital or just the UTI came back again. Also the ultrasound showed a double urinary tract in one kidney that caused the UTI and as i read through the internet, we must go through a surgery to correct that otherwise it will get worse and worse. All our clothes are dirty from being in the other hospital, we will get wet clothes to dry in the car. Nothing seems to be going ok, its a nightmare, my wife is more calm than me this time, i am not calm i feel like i will end up in the psy clinic if we dont find a way out of my daughters problem soon. I never was more nervous in my life. Everytime we take a responsibility as parents we go the wrong way and make things worse, thats how i feel, and thats how it is. Also i feel i am sick too, like a cold or something, i feel dizzy and cold but i have no high fever yet, just a little higher than normal.
What have we done to deserve to go through this, my daugher looks like a lethargic chicken and does not eat today, this day was like the other day before we went to the other hospital.
In the other hospital i went to the church and prayed for my daughter to heal fast, it didnt work, we got a bad ultrasound instead and now things are even worse than when i prayed. I was never a very religious man, but now i am also sure that there is no higher power than the one in ourselfs, which i have totaly lost too.
So dear BYC, i will be gone for some time again, if the security in the other hospital does not kick me out tonight. There was no security in the other hospital and i could stay too along with my wife, but normally in the other hospital only 1 person stays with the patient and my wife never left our daughter out of her sight and will not do that now.
If they kick me out, i will come back home and will be opening another thread about our daughter to discuss our problem.
Thats all for now, i go back to my family
What have we done to deserve to go through this, my daugher looks like a lethargic chicken and does not eat today, this day was like the other day before we went to the other hospital.
In the other hospital i went to the church and prayed for my daughter to heal fast, it didnt work, we got a bad ultrasound instead and now things are even worse than when i prayed. I was never a very religious man, but now i am also sure that there is no higher power than the one in ourselfs, which i have totaly lost too.
So dear BYC, i will be gone for some time again, if the security in the other hospital does not kick me out tonight. There was no security in the other hospital and i could stay too along with my wife, but normally in the other hospital only 1 person stays with the patient and my wife never left our daughter out of her sight and will not do that now.
If they kick me out, i will come back home and will be opening another thread about our daughter to discuss our problem.
Thats all for now, i go back to my family


