Granny's gone and done it again

[Cynthia12]

I had chickens that would jump up to try and get it out of my hands.

 

[Cynthia12]

Night you allll.

 

[Cynthia12]

Oh great. Austin just text me from downstairs. He says he's getting sick. No surprise. He snuggled his little guy all day during one of his bad days. He says he'll test himself tommorow.

 

[BigBlueHen53]

I had chickens that would jump up to try and get it out of my hands.

Shhh! Don't give them any ideas!

 

[BigBlueHen53]

Oh great. Austin just text me from downstairs. He says he's getting sick. No surprise. He snuggled his little guy all day during one of his bad days. He says he'll test himself tommorow.

Blessings to you all, Cynthia.

 

[cherrynberry]

Evening, all. Hope everyone had a good day. Cherry, sometimes a good Rx can be very helpful. You don't have to take it forever but it can be worth a try. You'd take an Rx for a physical problem, right? Like diabetes or strep throat? It's no different. I'm speaking discreetly but you know what I mean. These things should have no stigma. I'm immensely grateful for mine, I literally would not be here without them, if you catch my meaning. We can talk more in our pm if you wish.

Yes,yes. I've mentioned it before, but my dad's side of the family are all pretty against prescription meds. My mom is too, though less. It's definitely rubbed off on me. I also don't like the thought of depending on prescription drugs, but idk. The scariest thing about this whole depression thing is the detachment aspect. I no longer enjoy going out with my family or enjoy what I used to love. It's haunted every single part of my life.. And I absolutely hate myself for letting it get to me! I should be strong enough to get over it. I shouldn't let it impact me so much. But it really isn't just a habit issue or self control issue like people may think. I find that I do things because I think things...it's not as much a habit issue as it is a physcology one.

 

[cherrynberry]

Ugh I don't know what I would do without you guys. Felt like I was drifting pretty far for a second there. Glad to have a place where I feel like I belong. You guys are real blessings! I was so scared of posting something that vulnerable for the longest time. Love this judgement-free, but at the same time knowledgable space.

 

[cherrynberry]

Oh great. Austin just text me from downstairs. He says he's getting sick. No surprise. He snuggled his little guy all day during one of his bad days. He says he'll test himself tommorow.

Keep us posted Cynthia. Hope his symptoms aren't that bad. Speaking of which, what are his symptoms so far?

 

[BigBlueHen53]

Love you, Cherry! Storming here, unstable connection, have to sign out. See y'all tomorrow.

 

[CapricornFarm]

I just spent 45 minutes outside doing chores and checking goats. Going to have to force myself to get at cleaning the barn. I get so out of breath carrying a bag of feed from the car to the barnyard, it's ridiculous!
Husband wants my bedroom cleaned out so i can get my new electric bed installed. I have not even finished painting the bathroom yet!
He just totally doesn't get it that there's something wrong with me! When i first got depressed, he didn't get it why i would sit there and cry. When i finally got some meds that gave me what i needed, it was so much better! If your brain is not producing the chemicals you need, then medication can make a huge difference.