Sorry granny that your hurting. Breaks my heart to hear that Tom is getting worse. You all don't need any of thatI am feeling lots of pain . Tom is confused. DD giggled about me having a PO report which I plainly told her was not in the least funny . I felt bad about it. still do. I was one of those idiots I just look and shake my head in wonder at. Other then that I dont have a clue .

You are human & you've been bottling all these feelings that needed to come out. Just remember that even in our lowest moments, God still loves us. He doesn't build junk, we ALL are a work in progress. Love you & big 