Pam, for you information, I did not bring the convo here. After deleting me off of FB & messaging Rod about deleting him too last night. You proceeded to go back to BYC & publicly state to twist that I wouldn't be coming down & that we weren't friends anymore. I didn't think that was necessary from someone I thought was my friend.
I know, that was truly the problem. I loved you & would do anything for you, but no matter the lengths I went to, it seemed it was never enough. I cared too much & never truly felt that you cared for me as much as some others here. Probably my own problem as I stated in one of our conversations. The reference to "that" kind friend was that I could no longer keep giving a shit, when you clearly thought it was fun keeping us all on the edge of our seats with worry over your health & hardships. I felt the need to distance myself from you in order to not worry so much about you. It was taking a toll on my health. Plus this time of year I just dont have time to even pee, let alone get on BYC to chat. I will always love you & your family, but rest assured this is the last you will hear or deal with me. If it was physically possible to delete ones persona here I would do so. I will miss all of the friends I have made here,

& well wishes for all.