ya, i hope i am too, they havent shown up yet. i hate asking others to help me, i very much dislike having that home helper here. she tells me all the things she is not supposed to be doing why she is here. things i never asked her to do. feed the chickens is one. my babies havent been feed in 3 days counting today and if they dont show i will crawl out there and do it myself. the home helper told me today that she is here to bath me and so she doesnt get in trouble here, and she threw a washcloth at me. i am done with this stuff. ask someone to get me cig. and i get a sigh and you smoke too much. this coming from a smoker herself. i hope they put a walking cast on me tomorrow because thats what i am going to be doing no matter. if it wasnt for this gravel walk and drive i could take my husbands riding chair down. i asked him this morning to feed and he said no i didnt, your going to move them anyway . right? sure i am, as soon as i get the grass mowed and dinner cooked. i went to bed last night with a sugar drop. (thank you Twisted) if i am remembering right you saved my bacon once before with your fudge like that. I am so done with this, my 6 months recoop time is about to turn into 2 weeks. sorry guys, dont mean to be fussy but no one else will listen. this is the reason i have never in my life asked anything from anybody. i cant stand this feeling of rejection. and another thing i cant stand is pity. I will do this and i will do it on my own. to the devil with them.