Very sorry to hear about Baby. It's a difficult decision to have to make. Unfortunately, culling is a part of what has to be done at times - So sad for you...
If you want to hold him on his way out is there an injection of some sort? I can't think of another way. My neighbor uses CO2 in a tank, but the animal has to be in a plastic bag. I don't know if it's possible to hold the bag and it doesn't sound as though you want to go that route.
https://www.ahc.umn.edu/rar/euthanasia.html I found this link from the University of Minnesota on euthanizing research animals. Maybe it will give you other things to think about.
I'll be thinking of you and sending thoughts and prayers your way. Whatever way you decide to go, just don't be alone when you do it. This is a time when it's best to have a friend nearby.
If you want to hold him on his way out is there an injection of some sort? I can't think of another way. My neighbor uses CO2 in a tank, but the animal has to be in a plastic bag. I don't know if it's possible to hold the bag and it doesn't sound as though you want to go that route.
https://www.ahc.umn.edu/rar/euthanasia.html I found this link from the University of Minnesota on euthanizing research animals. Maybe it will give you other things to think about.
I'll be thinking of you and sending thoughts and prayers your way. Whatever way you decide to go, just don't be alone when you do it. This is a time when it's best to have a friend nearby.