I'm so sorry for your loss... It's heartbreaking...
But I agree with the others who said you didn't kill her. Chickens can aspirate - it's true - but she was clearly already sick. She may have had infections or heart problems or other organ failure or the other billion afflictions that happen very easily to chickens. Chickens are so good at hiding illness and injury until it's too late. You obviously loved her and gave her a great 5 years. That's old age by most chicken standards. Please show yourself the same care and compassion you give your flock.

But I agree with the others who said you didn't kill her. Chickens can aspirate - it's true - but she was clearly already sick. She may have had infections or heart problems or other organ failure or the other billion afflictions that happen very easily to chickens. Chickens are so good at hiding illness and injury until it's too late. You obviously loved her and gave her a great 5 years. That's old age by most chicken standards. Please show yourself the same care and compassion you give your flock.
