I'm so sorry, Jean. I lost my husband (very young) three years ago, and I know the pain you are in. Just know he is still there in spirit, and over time the pain will slowly ease. You will always miss him, but you will learn to live with that and life will keep on going. He sounds like a wonderful man who's memory will never be forgotten by those that love him. Do what you need to do to make it, don't put preassure on yourself (or let anyone else do it), take all the time you need to grieve.
I am so sorry. I pray that God gives you comfort and strength. I am reminded of the Bible verse that tells us "not to grieve like those who have no hope". It must bring you a measure of peace to know that you will be with your love, again.
. What a beautiful tribute you wrote about him. He was obviously a good man and very loved. It is nice that he is able to live on and continue to help others by your generous gift of life. I will be thinking of you. Take your own time to grieve and don't let anyone try to tell you how to grieve or how long. Every person does it differently.
I am so sorry. What a great guy, and how you will miss him!! He is smiling down at you though, and watching over you, so don't ever forget that!! My prayers and thoughts are with you in this tragic time