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Well...im sitting here wondering...HOW am I going to make it through all this?? I amso over stressed right now....
MOM has told me she is " tired of being sick, and fighting" NO NO NO!! She CANT give up NOW! All the doctors have said is... " Its only a matter of time, we cant operate on her heart, she is not strong enough" Doesn't God understand....I NEED HER!!? I know we are not supposed to question HIS will....but jeesh! NOT NOW! I need more time with her!
My little sister is not doing well either. I dont think the doctors down there know whats going on with her. I am driving back to Louisville in the morning. The are bringing in a Thorasic surgeon....will insert a tube in her lung...drain some fluids, and do a Biopsy. She is still throwing up, and fevered. Its been almost 2 weeks now. She is so swollen, they had to bring in a doppler to find the vein, to get a blood sample. Her Kidneys are trying to shut down...and she too has said...she is tired of fighting. NO! NO ! NO!!!! PLEASE...everyone....say a prayer for my mother and sister. Ask your friends..neighbors...teachers...whoever!! I CANT lose them both! I am so mentally drained....I know my poor chickens are suffering as well. They are not getting the special " mom time" they are used too! I just wish this would get over with soon and I can have my sister and mother back home....where they belong...and we could get " back to normal"
Thanks for listening everyone....I guess I just need to vent a little.
MOM has told me she is " tired of being sick, and fighting" NO NO NO!! She CANT give up NOW! All the doctors have said is... " Its only a matter of time, we cant operate on her heart, she is not strong enough" Doesn't God understand....I NEED HER!!? I know we are not supposed to question HIS will....but jeesh! NOT NOW! I need more time with her!
My little sister is not doing well either. I dont think the doctors down there know whats going on with her. I am driving back to Louisville in the morning. The are bringing in a Thorasic surgeon....will insert a tube in her lung...drain some fluids, and do a Biopsy. She is still throwing up, and fevered. Its been almost 2 weeks now. She is so swollen, they had to bring in a doppler to find the vein, to get a blood sample. Her Kidneys are trying to shut down...and she too has said...she is tired of fighting. NO! NO ! NO!!!! PLEASE...everyone....say a prayer for my mother and sister. Ask your friends..neighbors...teachers...whoever!! I CANT lose them both! I am so mentally drained....I know my poor chickens are suffering as well. They are not getting the special " mom time" they are used too! I just wish this would get over with soon and I can have my sister and mother back home....where they belong...and we could get " back to normal"
Thanks for listening everyone....I guess I just need to vent a little.